Spellman. Ass Hole ??

Hey everyone.
I've never felt so bad in my life before.
This post.
I'm gonna dedicate it to my best fren,
Foong Sze Hui.
I wanna apologize to you.

Dear Sze Hui,
Sorry =( Well actually I wasn't stopping you nor unhappy that you're with him. I was just fooling with you ='( I'm not that kind of ppl who would stop my own best fren's relationship. I don't mind owhkayy ? I was just fooling aroung, I know it's stupid.. Sorry.. Anyways, I didn't mean to say so many things, and i don't mind everytime you left me alone and always together with him, except for the time you left me alone at library and when i hold your hand called you not to go, but you ran towards him with high speed =.=" But it's really okayy lah, I don't mind. I just feel really sorry, and i really think that i need to apologize. I dunno how to face you now, cos i memang dun hav the right to even say anything. I did something mean, really mean. Now i know why everyone hates me. And from now, I won't say a thing even if someone hates me, cos i know it's my fault. Anyways, I really want to apologize, I really dunno how to face you now. I "don't have face" to see or talk to you now. Cos i'm a really bad fren.. Sorry =( I don't mind if you don't forgive me and hate me, but i just wanna do what i'm suppose to, which is to apologize.. Sorry =(

Love,
Spell...