Boooo =[

GAHHHHHH!!
Everything sucks =(
Just now i was browsing pictures and also the official website of StarCruise.
So suddenly,
Mommy came up.
I was so excited and i showed her the pictures of StarCruise.
And then she told me..
"Oh yah, just now kai yeh called and he said he can't book.."

It's like a frickin knife STABBED into my heart T.T
So i replied...
"Oh, okayy."
And acted as if i was totally okayy with it... =(
But of course i'm not T.T
I was so excited about it as if i'm gonna go to heaven and now...
She came and tell me that were not going anymore... T.T
It SUCKS.
It's like i fell down to HELL from HEAVEN..
=(
Sighz...
I don't wanna talk bout it anymore.
I'm really upset noww...
*I knew it's too good to be true..

Cruising! =D

Helloooooooo everyone.

I'm back =D
Anyways,

The holidays are boring.

Nothing happened so far.

But tomorrow night,

Me, mommy, kai yeh and another aunt are goin to StarCruise x)
Daddy can't go cos he's busy that night =[

><

Anyways,
I heard that each person costs RM300++.

But lucky us,
We're getting it for FREE cos my kai yeh has the Genting Card and he got more than 1000 points there so we can use the points to pay xD
Muahahaha.
Daddy said that there's gonna be spa, massage, food (duh) & karaoke there (YAY LOL)

So yeah,
I'm really really excited for it x)
I hope everything's gonna be damn great and i'm so gonna go karaoke frenzy xD

LOL.

Anyways,

Here's the picture of the cruise =D

Soo coool xD
Anyways,

I'm so goddamn excited for it,

I might drop any minute if i continue talking about it xD
LOL.

So I'll stop here i guess.

Will update again after Cruising ? x)
Until next time... =]

Holidayz.. x)

Hello everyone.
Sorry for not updating for like,
Few thousand years.
LoL.

Anyways,
This week was just normal.
Nothing much happened.
So basicly it was a boriiing week.
Well yesterday was the bloody Principal's retirement.
It was just something like a farewell lah.
The real majlis is gonna be held on the 20th of October.

So anyways,
That day was REALLY boring.
Puan Bidah made the speech for more than 30 MINUTES.
Bitch her =.="
Wanna leave edi also still wanna crap so damn much.
She even said,
"Kali ini peluang terakhir saya boleh tegur kamu semua, selepas ini tak ada lah peluang lagi untuk tegur kamu semua, so kamu semua terpaksa mendengar teguran saya."

Something like that =.="
So she talked and talked..
SERIOUSLY,
It's like it's there's NO END to it.
I got really sick of it so i went to the back door to hang out with Fung Soon, Ying Yee & Leon =X
It was alot better there cos it was kinda windy,
And we can chat like nobodies business instead of listening to that grandma xD

So after the old lady finishes her "speech",
I forgot what was next but i remember some time after that was the choir.
Can't really hear the voices of the choir members... (As usual)
Anyways,
After that we went right back up to class.
And waited for time to pass.
Blah blah.
And we went down again on 11.20 to say bye bye to the old lady xD
I was standing at the last position on the way out the gate.
And the principal entered the car.
The car went round for 3 rounds,
Then it went out.
And that time,
I'm kind of the last person there.
So when the car is approaching us,
Obviously we have to pretend to be damn sad and emotional and wave goodbye to her right ?
So i just did it,
And she said sumthin to me,
I can't hear cos it was really noisy.
So anyways i just waved my hand and said bye bye.
And after that,
Kei Yan said,
"Spell, just now you waved until so emotional and FULL with feelings."

LOL.
I admit my acting is good xD
But i guess i DID felt a little bit sad..
Well to me,
Even if you really hate that person,
You'll also feel a little bit sad when that person is leaving.
Well that's my case lah,
LoL.
But i don't hate her that much lah.
At least she didn't did anythin bad to the school..
And that's good enough =]
Anyways,
Good luck old lady,
Have a happy life after all of this,
And see you on the 20th of October,
Hope you'll like all the things that we did for you =D

LoL.
Anyways,
Stayed back for the meeting for Chinese Society.
It was okay lah,
We talked about lots of stuff.
And i'm really happy that this meeting exists,
Cos we have the chance to think back which part of the event is not good enough.
So that we won't repeat the mistakes and also find a solution to it.
And i really hope we can do everything even better next time =]

So after that,
I was supposed to stayback to support Fung Soon's basketball match.
LoL.
It's our school vs Sri Sentosa.
So right after the meeting,
I went down to the field.
And all i see is...

Afternoon Session kids playing there =.="
And i was like,
"HUH ?!?!"

So i called Jia Meng and went to find him.
So i guess the match is cancelled cos it was raining earlier ago.. =_=
So i went back after that.

And then..
The holiday started.
I feel so empty T.T
Cos this is gonna be the WORSTT holiday EVERR =(
Seriously,
Who has the mood to play and have fun ?
The exam is starting RIGHT after the fricking exam lah.. T.T
Sigh..

Grrr,
I guess this will be a really boring holiday lah.
I bet no one's goin out to hang out also.. =.="
I'm like,
Really nervous for the exam.
But at the same time,
I'm REALLY excited for the Genting Trip x)
I'm so looking forward to it,
I might get really high and drop when you talk to me about it = =
LoL.

Anyways,
I guess there's nothing else to say.
No happenings lately..
So i guess i'll stop here =D
Bye guys..
Happy Holiday !!! =]

Ooh btw, have a nice trip to Leon who's going to Singapore tomorrow.. He's coming back on Wednesday. I knoww, so long right ?? = = LoL, anyways, have a nice trip bro x)

Oh and also, I'm singing during the Prefect's Annual Dinner again this year. And i chose a really great song x) Please be excited for it !! I promise it will be great =]

Mooncake Festival Event =DD

Hello everyone! =D
It's the Mooncake Festival Event organised by Chinese Society today.
It was really really fun =DD
Anyways,
The performance were great.
I guess mine was OKAYY too.

Anyways,
The whole event was started with the Lion Dance.
It was great =D
After that was the Chinese Traditional Dance i guess.
Then it's the mini drama which is only 2 person talking,
Not bad lahh.
Then it's our duet =]
It was okayy lahh.
I guess everything was owhkayy but i got a LITTLE out of tuned.
LoL.
Nvm that, it's not THAT obvious..
Anyways,
After that was breakfast time i guess.
We ate Fried Mee Hoon and Curry Potato + Chicken and HotDog and dunno wad edi = =
The Fried Mee Hoon i ate kinda suck,
Cos it's like not totally cooked yet =(
Then after that i ate a little bit of Li Kuen's one and it's alot nicer =.="
Booo.
Anyways,
After the breakfast.
I went back to the dewan and force Kha Mun to sing Zhang Hui Mei songs xD
As expected,
It was great =D
So much better than singing those S.H.E songs =.="
I'm so in LOOVEEE with her voice man.
I like xD
Anyways i'm so gonna force her to go sing k with me =XX
LoL.

Anyways,
After that was the dance performance.
Was okayy lah.
Not really special.
And then it was the drama.
Once of the best performance i guess ? =D
It was damn funny.
Justin wore that really small shirt and he was damnn cutee lahh xD
And the part when he and Shu Yee was speaking in hokkien was DAMN funny LOL.
Too bad i didn't record it.. =(
Anyone who has the video of the WHOLE drama.
Send it to me okiee ? ><>lucky draws and some prize giving ceremony.
By that time it was abit boring edi lor.
So i went to the canteen to slack with JM & Wei Inn they all x)
Anyways,
Nothing much happened after that lah.
Helped Miss Sim celebrate her birthday and cut the cake in the dewan,
And also together with Miss Vun's one.
Then everything ended so everyone went back.
The end! =]

Also, Enjoy the pictures!! =]
(i don't put pictures on my post often so please appreciate =D)



Outside the hall.


People discussing bout issues.


Behold, the ancient maiden who flew up to the moon after eating the ancient medicine xD


Drama last minute practice.


Justin with the super small but cute shirt xP



Cute bunny who flew up to the moon with the ancient maiden xD


Guys slacking after the drama =]






The door to the stage for all the performers =D


Guess and win x)


Winner number 1 =D


Audiencee. (they're bored)


Wai Ting & Shu Jen xD


WaiTing looking SOOO proud LOLL!! (credits to Mr Lum)


First attempt on Sunsilk advertisment tryout, FAILED. xD


2nd attempt, SUCCEED x)

Fung Soon & Spell =D

Justin & Spell =]


WaiTing AGAIN.


See the 2007 form 5s ?


WaiTing gang.


5G gang.


Wei Inn bossing aroundd =X



Cam whores =X



Wen Yen throwing all the rubbish while no1 is willing to.






Great Job =DD


Fung Soon & Ga Ka = =



Jia Meng LOLL.


Fung Soon lagi.




Jia Meng same pose as always.



~Endd~

Whoopz =/

Hey everyone.
School was not so great today.. =[
Early in the morning,
Siva said..
"Kelas 4F tunggu di sini selepas perhimpunan."

Great =.="
We all thought it was becos yesterday,
The principal came and scold us =.="
But it's not,
We're told to stayback because they want to continue "investigating" who's the one who tore the Disiplin Book..

Anyways,
Lots of crap there.
Puan Rosma was asking us if we know who tore it and obviously,
We all said,
"Dunno."

So after some time,
Still tak ada orang admit so we are released.
But then Siva wants to see the 6 of them who're involved tomorrow after perhimpunan..
>< >Carolyn are becoming 家好月圆 SUPER fans.
We kept singing the theme song of 家好月圆 and May Yen was like,
"SHUT UPP PLEASEE."
LOL.
That show is just too addictive lahh xP
And we kept saying the lines of the showw.
LOL.
Just come and find us if you wanna hear me and Carolyn's duet singing the 家好月圆 theme song xD

Anyways,
I'm in a really bad mood actually.
Thanks to a few people.
Guy A.
I know you hate me,
And i was trying to do so many things.
And for that particular week,
I was actually sad after the Prefect Camp.
Sigh.
I'm sad cos you hate me.
And the main point is,
We're not even close.
And you're hating me when we're not even close friends..
Whatever,
I don't care anymore.
Hate me all you want.
It's already your last year here so it doesn't concerns me.
Goodbye dickhead.

And then there's Guy B.
I don't know why the hell you still like her so damn much,
Even with so many people around you telling you all the bad things about her..
You really wanna get hurt by her again so badly ?
You're the dumbest guy i've ever known.
There's another girl who likes you so much and yet,
You still like the other one who hurt you before.
Seriously i don't know what to say anymore.
It's your choice lahh.
Do whatever you want.
I don't have the right to say ANYthing..

Sigh.
I'll stop here i guess.
Cos I'm gonna get back to my 家好月圆 marathon =XX
Bye guyss!!
Hopefully 2morrow will be a better day.. =]

Back to how it is..

So after the whole week of planning and all,
Everything has come to an end and now,
Everyone's happy =D
Last Saturday's outing was okayy lah.
Not very fun but not boring also,
Means not bad =]

Anyways,
I'm not gonna update bout that day.
Just go to Sakai's blog if you wanna know what happened =X
LoL.

Anyways,
Today was my first day wearing the brown lens.
It just came yesterday and i love itt =D
LoL.
So yeah,
School was okay today.
Kinda boring =/
Mr. A didn't come xD
So we have half an hour to fool around.
Everyone was in frenzy mode and our class is like in total mess @_@
Sakai kept imitating Money No Enough 2 scenes which is stupid =.="
He kept repeating the same line over and over again and everyone was laughing real loud =_+
Monday is always the best day,
Because all the subjects are all takeiteasy subjects.

Tuesday is the WORSTT one.
Add Maths & Sejarah =.="
I hate both of this subject because the teachers are so-not cool -.-
Puan Wan,
She's okay lah,
I know all she wants is for us to listen to her when she's teaching and get good results.
But sometimes,
We just can't stand her cos she very "cheong hei" & "ngam cam" =.="
But i don't blame her also,
Cos i know she's just doing it so that we could pay attention to her.. =]

And Puan Hasliza,
This teacher ah,
From the start of the year we already dislike her =.="
Only copy notes for us to do and nvr explain anything one =.="
But for lazy people like me,
Will be okay with her cos she seldom collect our books and don't check one =X
But one thing,
Dunno why she's like always in a bad mood =.="
Like our whole class offended her like that -.-

Besides that,
There're also few of my favourite subjects in Tuesday xD
Like Sivik & English.
Miss Vun,
Her period is well known for listening to her stories xD
It's always a takeiteasy time when it's her period.
She'll share all her stories with us and we can also complain some stuffs to us and also give our own opinion on some topics...
If her period is after recess or when it's gonna end school then good,
Can just relax and rest all the way.
Too bad it's on our first period~
And also,
I can always learn new quotes from her and imitate her xD
LoL.

Miss Renuka,
Her period is really fun because she'll ask every one of us questions and when people like Wei Hsiang or Pooi How or Sakai can't answer,
We'll laugh and make fun of them and make things worst xD
And also,
Everytime she say things,
We would "deng" her back and start to deny it and start talking crap = =
Also,
I love to observe her especially her outfits and makeup and all.
The other day,
She wore a white sari (i think) with a long long scarf look-alike thingy to wrap/hang (LOL) around her shoulders.
So i told her,
"Teacher, you look like a bride today."
LOL.

And there's once,
She's very near me and explaining something to me,
And i was looking at her and she was explaining.
Well i was observing actually.
So after she finished explaining,
I asked...

Spell : Teacher, you got use mascarra right ?!?!?!

Miss Renuka : Oh my gawdd Spellman !! And i thought you were actually listening to me !!! First, you talk about the way i dress, then you talk about my hair and now, my eyelashes !! What next ?!?!?!


LOLLL.
She always wear fancy dresses and the way she talk is reallyyy funnayy.

The other day,
I was imitating her and after that,
She looked at me and said,
"Do i sound like that ??"

LOL.
But one thing,
When she's in a bad mood,
You better not fool with her.
But we have a solution to that xD
We have our Mr. Best Student in the class to flirt with her xP
You see,
Miss Renuka thought that Jia Meng was one of the BEST student in the class just cos his english is better than everyone else,
LOL.

But one time,
She saw Jia Meng's Add Maths Paper and she's SOOO shocked =_=
Cos Jia Meng got dunno 6 or 8 marks.
LOL.
And she was like telling me,

Miss Renuka : Oh my goshh, 6 marks ?!?!

Spell : Teacher, it's normal lah. Not many people pass also lahh.

Miss Renuka : But i thought he's one of the BEST student in the class.

Spell : Best ??? LOL. Best in English =] (Kar Mayn also)


And today,
Her mood wasn't that good either.
But thanks to those people who joke around and also someone who flirt with her,
Her mood became quite well xD
Yes you've guessed it,
It's Mr Best Studennt of our class again !!
Mr Lum Jia Meng x)

Miss Renuka : Jia Meng !!! What's your answer ?

Jia Meng : Errrr..... What's the question again ah ?

Miss Renuka : Ahh, what were you doing just now ? Never listen to me.

Jia Meng : I'm thinking bout stuffs mahh.

Miss Renuka : Thinking about whatt ??

Jia Meng : Thinking bout youu lahhhh.

Miss Renuka : *smiles* Haha, very funny.

*changed target IMMEDIATELY*

Miss Renuka : Ok Jian Hong, what's your answer ??? You never do ahh ?? *blah blah blah*

LOL.
Jia Meng just flirt with her and he got away easily =.="


Oh oh,
And there's once.
Which is involved with our "Best" Student of our class, Mr Phone Seller Ng Pooi How.

She was asking Wei Hsiang and Wei Hsiang can't answer it cos he didn't do =X
And so she asked Pooi How instead.


Miss Renuka : *expect he can't answer* Pooi Howw !!! Did you check the dictionary for the words i've given ??

Pooi How : *reads his answer*


Miss Renuka : Give me your paper.


Pooi How : *passed his paper to her*


Miss Renuka : You did it yourself ah ??


Pooi How : Yah.

Miss Renuka : Oh my goshh. I'm so touched.

Whole Class : OmG LOLL.


LOL.
Well as everyone knows,
Pooi How is the kind of student who doesn't plan to study anymore but just to play around in school.
And also doesn't pay attention to teachers and doesn't do homeworks.
LoL.
And the reason he did it is because he used his phone dictionary to find the meaning when he was free = =
But still he did his homework xD
Good boyy xP!!


Oh and there's also once,
When Miss Renuka told us to do the Summary and told us to pass it up on that day.
So everyone did and she distribute it to us on the next day.

Miss Renuka : Pooi How.

Pooi How : *walk towards her*

Miss Renuka : Pooi How, tell me honestly, did you do it yourself or you copied someone else's one ?

Pooi How : Do myself.

Miss Renuka : Good job. 10 (or 11) out of 15 marks. Keep up the good work.

Pooi How : *went back to his seat*

Jia Meng : You really do yourself ah ?

Pooi How : No duhh, i copied.

LOL.
Anyways,
Her class is really fun and funny lahh.
And she's actually a really nice person.
I hope everyone will realise that she's a really really nice person =]

Anyways,
I bet you're sick of listening about teachers,
LoL.
So i'll stop here.
I'll update again some other time.
Bye friends =]
Thanks for reading!

Surprise !!! =P

Hello everyone.
This week has been a really busy week.
Thinking of so many plans and all,
Wow ><


Anyways,
On Monday,
Chiou Hwa & gang asked me to go to Sungai Wang this sat to sing k to celebrate Sakai's bufday.
Of course i said yes since we're going to sing k xP!!
Anyways,
We're all really excited for it.
But suddenly,
Alot of ppl can't go and only left for Chiou Hwa going =.="
Then after that Sakai got emo and say he don't wanna go as well.
So i felt bad for him lah =(
So i volunteered to organize an outing for his birthday.
So i helped him =D

So the next day,
I went to school and ask all the ppl one by one,
Since no1 is willing to help =.="
So suddenly,
Serena & Phei Sze told me that they wanna make a surprise for Sakai on this Friday.
They wanna surprise him with the cake =D
So ok lor.
They said they wanna do it on Friday instead of Saturday.
Then i feel like abit lazy to go for Saturday also.
So i plan to make a trick.
Tell him we're going out on Saturday,
And then on Friday,
We tell him we're not going anymore then let him emo again,
Then we ambush him with the cake after school !!
So we all went back home happily with this plan.
So when i reached home.
I read Sakai's blog.
And i realised he's so excited for this Saturday =.="
So means we cannot cancel edi,
Lucky i haven't told anyone = =
So we just go according to our old plan,
Just that on Friday we're gonna give him a surprise =D

So anyways,
We went according to plan,
Soo Yee was incharge of buying the cake.
So then on Thursday night,
I realised that we totally forgot about the birthday card !!
So i called Ying Jie and asked her to make the birthday card =.="
And also leave a big page for everyone in our class to sign on it and give it to him =D


So on Friday (which is today),
Everything was done.
The cake is ready,
The card is ready.
So early in the morning,
Soo Yee brought the cake to school and then Serena & Phei Sze quickly went to keep it in the Koperasi's fridge. (thanks to Puan Mahyan =D)
The card was still not completed yet so we quickly finished it.
And when Ying Jie finished it,
I think she put it in the cupboard and Sakai kinda saw it.
So i think Sakai was asking what was that,
Then Ying Jie started making some weird sounds and Puan Hasliza scolded Sakai.
LOL.
Anyways,
After that was Bio,
So me & Serena go check the cake out,
Because Puan Mahyan put it into the freezer -.-
So we're afraid that it'll turn into ice if it's too cold ? = =
So anyways,
We went down to check it out.
And turned out,
The cake's not icy =D
BUT,
It's in BAAADD shape.
Like REAL bad.
Cos in the morning when Soo Yee was holding it,
She dropped it on the floor = =
But it's owhkayy lah,
She already did alot for us and it's not so bad also,
We're gonna eat it anyway = =
So anyways,
We put back into the freezer and went back up for Bio Class.
Waited till school is gonna end.
Then Serena told Mr.A that she's going to put the Buku Kawalan and then i sneaked out with her = =
Then we took the cake from Koperasi,
And we took it to the canteen and wait for everyone else to come down.
When me & Serena was in the canteen.
ALL of those afternoon session people were looking at us =.="
Also,
When i first reached there,
I heard a very familiar voice..

Familiar Voice : Spellman !! That cake for me one is it ??

Spell : *looks to the right* *oh it's Sim Jie*

Spell : Ehh, hii.

Sim Jie : My birthday this Sunday mah, that cake for me one right ??

Spell : Ehhhh ? Don't lie lah, I know your birthday is next Saturday.

Sim Jie : It's this Sunday on Lunar Calender lah, you know or nott oneee.

Spell : Aiya, Sakai's birthday tomorrow lah, even nearer.

Sim Jie : *ignores me*

--------------------------------------------------------------

LoL = =
So anyways,
After that,
Serena came,
And we went to borrow lighter from all of the people in canteen but can't find =.="
So we ignored the whole candle thing first.
And then the bell rang.
So we wait for ALL of our classmates to come down to the canteen.
And b4 that,
We already assigned Lee Chin & Wen Yen to bring him down to the canteen.
So when everyone reached,
We asked Wei Hsiang to find the fire.
And smart as he is,
He went to take it from the stove i guess ? = =
And we light up the candles and wait for Sakai to come down.
While waiting,
Everyone was so worried and kept spamming calls on Lee Chin & Wen Yen's phone.
LOL.
Then iforgotwho told us that THEY are coming down.
So everyone prepared.
And then we saw Phei Sze pulling Sakai to the canteen following by Lee Chin & Wen Yen at the back.
Then i gave the signal and we started singing the Happy Birthday song !! =D
I can see he was really touched.
LoL.
Then Serena started cutting the cakes and gave it to everyone.
And then Pooi How started playing with the cakes,
And some of them even slammed the cutted cakes on Sakai's face =.="
Then everyone started making each other and obviously i'm not involved =D
So i said,
"Don't make my face pleasee. Ohhhhhhh, thank god i'm so damn cleann."

2 seconds after that..
*SPLAT*
There's coffee/cocoa powder on my face =.="
So i went to wash it off and continued seeing how Serena cut the cake = =
And when Justin was cutting the cake,
I told him to cut a bigger one for Kuan Haur xD
And he cut a HUGEE one.
LOL.
So then Serena continued cutting and distribute it to everyone who hadn't got it.
And at last it wasn't enough so I didn't eat it =]
But it's okayy,
Leave it for Serena cos she cut the cake for everyone =)

So after that,
Everyone went back to what they're suppose to do,
And I went to the Chinese Society Meeting =]
Nothing much happened there.
Just discussing bout the Mooncake Festival thingy and about our performance.
I fooled around with Shu Yee = =
We sang superrr old songs,
Talked about bra and boobs LOL.
So after everything end,
We went back home.. =]

Anyways,
We're goin to Times Square tomorrow for Sakai's birthday.
Hope it'll be really fun cos i begged Fung Soon & Leon to go = =
So i hope everything'll turn out great =D
So yeah,
I'll stop heree =]
Maybe I'll update about tomorrow if i'm not too exhausted =X
Haha,
Till then,
Cya 2morrow guysss =D
This is not the end.. =P

Oh,
Not to forget, thank you Amelia for understanding and forgiving.. I really appreciate alot and I promise there's no next time.. =]
Love ya... =D

Spellman oh Spellman.

Today we had the trip to FRIM and also IU Day.
FRIM was okay lah,
I fell down and my butt hurts.
Then everyone went down to play in the waterfall while i took care of their belongings =]
IU wasn't so okay.
It's kind of a failure and i'm really disappointed in the PA System..
Because of the PA System,
Lots of things are canceled.
Like the presentation,
Which is like one of the most important performance.
Because they're suppose to introduce and provide more information about Mexico.
And because of the stupid laptop,
The presentation can't be done.
So at last,
Cancelled.
Lots of ppl say it's really super boring..
=(

Anyways,
After the performances and games,
Something happened.
And i wasn't happy so i emo-ed.
So after i came back home,
I smsed her.
To apologize again.
She said I ALWAYS insult people.
I didn't explained and just apologized to her immediately.
That's because i know no1 is 100% right.
It's my fault,
And i have to think myself if i really insult people alot or not.
So ok lah,
I admit i got insult people SOMETIMES,
But not always.
Well maybe i do but i don't know it lah..
Well If i did,
Sorry ><
And actually,
I seldom insult people.
But don't care lah,
Just apologize.
So after awhile,
Guy A came to me,
He said that she told him that i called her a bitch and slut just now.
I was so shocked so i smsed her and asked immediately.
And her reaction was...
Not happy again.
She claim that i'm gonna say that it was a joke again.
Well to be honest,
It is.
I don't even mean it by that time.
Jia Meng was there also.
We were just playing around and i didn't know that she actually mind.
Cos it's obvious we're just fooling around.
Plus,
The thing is,
We're not actually referring to her.
But fine,
I'll admit again for doing stupid things like that.

So i got confused and now i'm wondering,
Am i suppose to apologize again and explain to her ?
Well maybe she really don't like it when we do that,
But we're just doing a demonstration and seriously it was just a JOKE.
We weren't referring to her either.
I'm lost now.
Should i apologize AGAIN and explain to her ?
Cos I can't bear letting people thinking i'm this kind of person.
I feel like talking to her about this issue on Monday but,
I scared she'll think that i don't admit my mistakes and hate me even more... T.T
Should i just shut up so that everything will be okay?
Or should i voice out and tell her the real situation ?

If i shut up,
Everything'll indeed be okay but i certainly won't feel great.. =(
But that's what i'm suppose to do,
Sacrifice something.
And to me friendship is really more important.

If i voiced out and negotiate with her,
I'm sure our friendship will be even worst and everything's gonna get worst.
But at least I will feel better because i claimed my pureness.
But i will also be really sad because i lost a friend.. =(

I'm so lost right now..
I really don't wanna think about anything.
And this whole thing is my fault,
I know.. =(
I just hope everything will be gone soon just like the raindrops on the floor after the rain..

IU Day Soon... =]

Hello everyone.
I'm back =D
This whole week was kinda busy,
Need memorise the spanish lyrics and all =.="
Anyways,
IU Day is 2morrow !!!
For those who wants to come,
It's on 2morrow and it starts at 3, ends at 6 =]
Anywhos,
"Lucky" me,
I'm gonna be the emcee for tomorrow =.="
2gether with Kha Mun & Jo Ann..

So anyways,
We had our so-called "rehearsal" today.
Well basicly it's only rehearsal for the drama =.="
And we only started our whole emcee thing today,
So everything is kinda rush.
And also,
My performance is gonna be the first one tomorrow.
I'm really nervous =(
Cos i can't sing the song well.. T.T
Big chance of going out of tuned.
And i bet everyone will laugh.
And also,
The lyrics is still not owhkayy T.T
GRRR,
2morrow morning,
I'm gonna go FRIM with my class for the Sivik Project.
And RIGHT after that i have to go for IU.
Great ain't it ?
=.="

Anyways,
I'm still really nervous cos i have to talk on the stage and also sing,
I have a really really strong feeling i'll humiliate myself this time =.="
Argh..
Anyways,
Hope everything goes well... ><
See everyone tomorrow... =]