Monday, February 25, 2008

=(

Sighz..
I feel sad for my maid..
Well sumthin happened,
And i can see that she's really sad about it.
You know how hard is it for an indonesian worker to come to a country that she doesnt know at all and being locked up in a small house while being a slave for a whole family..
She's not like us,
Always things to do when we're bored,
We can go out,
Play games..
But no, she can't.
What can she do ?
Do her work...
And how bout when she's sad and needs a listener ?
She doesn't have anyone to talk to..
And she doesn't even have the time,
Cos she's busy doing her works which she can't even finish...
Sighz...

I feel so lucky to have a great family and a not-so-bad family background so that i don't have to live so suffer-ly...
Sighz...
I just hope she's happy being here,
Our whole family needs her,
She's always the person we need most in this house... Yes =]

Yes my darling maid,
I love you,
Nono, WE love you!
You're always the best thing we've ever had!!
And also the best maid we've ever ad... =]

Weeeee =D !!!

Ellooo everyone !!!
Haha, yeah i'm gonna update about the audition thing, LoL.
I succeed in begging my father to allow me to go, yay xD

ANYWAYSSS,
Went to the place, Halo Forest (Halo Music Company),
Somewhere near U TAR (Tunku Abdul Raman University)
Reached there at about almost 1.
Saw a bunch of ppl lining up,
And lots of ppl register on the spot,
So i go join the EXTREMELY LONG LINE,
waited for i think half an hour, and when it was my turn,
They told me to come back at 5, like wtf =.="

Then i called daddy and he told me to come Mid Valley to join them since there's so much time left =.="
So then i ride taxi to Mid Valley, then went back to the place at 5.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
I went up and they brought me to the waiting room, i reached there at 3.30 i guess.
Anyways, met new frens LoL,
They're friendly, and one of them sings while playing the guitar,
And he's singing one of my favourite songs, 新不了情 =D
He play and sings it with feelings,
Wah seh, he's not handsome but at that moment, i fell in love with that voice T.T
Then i told him that i got touched by his song, and his happy, haha LoL.
I think he got picked.
Anywaysss,
There's ppl who came from Ipoh and even Penang !!!
They came just to join this competition, LoL.
Oh yeah, my number was 152 =_=
And thennn,
when it was 5 and almost our turn, i met a few frens which are funny LoL,
helps me to relax b4 our turn,
One of the gurl there, her name is Zenny.
She joined the Digi Celebriteen last year and she represented KL.
Sounds damn pro LOL,
We were so shocked cos she doesn't look so pro xD
"Don't judge a book by it's cover" xP!!
Anywayss, she shared her experience with her and all,
She said she signed a contract with Digi for a year,
And there was lots of rules and few of her frens even quit cos they don't like these kind of lives, sound damn stressful =(

Anyways, i'm suppose to sing 妈妈 by 吴建豪, it's a nice song but kinda boring when you listen to it for a few times, but that song suits my voice lah.
Then last minute,
I decided to change to english song, "When You Say Nothing At All".
The song that i got champion during the afternoon session singing competition =_=
Anywhoss i've decided to sang that becos the ppl working there told us that the judges are already very tired and pissed,
So we better impress them the second we open our mouth, so yeah.
Anywaysss, i swear that i was SO FRICKIN SHOCKED the second when i started singing,
I swear it sounds damn good LOL,
Well actually i don't really have confidence during the whole day,
But the second i opened my mouth,
My confidence came back =]
And i swear it sounded damn nice weyhh.
After singing, the judges asked me to sing another chinese song.
Maybe it's becos they wanna see if i have english slangs in chinese songs.
So i sang 你爱我像谁, some old song that i'm very confident with.
Seriously i can FRICKIN see that the judges are kinda impressed LOL, you can say i'm just making myself happy lah, =_+"
Then the judges asked me if i know how to dance,
I replied with a yes but only Latin,
So i showed him a short dance of Cha Cha,
But i wasn't comfortable with it becos i don't have my shoes on and there's a chain hanging on my jeans for decoration =.="
Anyways,
The judges asked if i know Hip Hop,
I answered yes but i suck at it,
So they were like, "Ok i understand" LOL.
Then they NODDED THEIR HEAD (I think so), and said...

One of the judges : Ok, go to the next room and fill in the form.

Then i went out and went to the next room,
Turned out it's a survey form.
Then i didn't know is this good or bad,
But when i entered the room,
They smiled and said they will inform us if we passed or not 3 weeks later,
Then they started explaining the fees to us and all, as if i'm already in LOL.
Then suddenly i saw Zenny, the Digi Celebriteen gurl came in,
Which means it's good right ? Cos she's so pro, and i'm not bad also, LOL.
Not to say i perasan lah but i personally think i did damn well.
LoL =____+

Anyways say wad also meaningless lah,
Just wait till 3 weeks later and we'll know the answer.
Wish me luck =]

To May Yen : Please don't look down on me anymore.

p/s : to those ppl who look down on me, thank you cos you guys are the one who gave me the semangat to improve and show you guys i'm not that weak, thank you =]

Saturday, February 23, 2008

What's Been Happening Lately =)

Ok, so i'll strat from friday =]

Friday

Went school with a not bad mood,
Then during perhimpunan,
They announced that all the prefects have to stay back for i-dunno-what reasons,
But i know surely it was sumthin bad =_=
As expected,
Puan Norliza and Puan Rosma wanted to seee us,
She say lots of us have discipline problems and say wanted to check us 1 by 1 =_+"
Fortunately,
She said there's DISCOUNT for us since it's the first time,
Means she just tell us what's wrong with us and want to see us neatly on monday =.="

ANYWHOS,
I think i was the fourth or fifth wan she check,
I went out, and then she smiled evily and asked me "Apa Kesalahan?"
Then i got damn embarrassed and said, "Rambut -_-" "
She said my hair was too obvious, (But i didn't know if she was talking about being long or too fashion =X)
After all the checkings,
We went back class.

The class was damn noisy cos our english teacher PUAN ERLINA was absent,
She went to do operation on her backbone, that's not the main point LOL.
Suddenly,
May Yen came to me.

May Yen : Spellman!!! Today got spot check ah ?

Spell : No lah, who so "sin ka"?

May Yen : Carmen say wan.

Spell : THAT SIN KA ALWAYS SEE PENGAWAS GATHERING WITH TEACHER ALSO THOUGHT GOT SPOT CHECK WAN LAH.

May Yen : I dunno woh.

Then the WHOLE SCHOOL started saying about it,
I wasn't believing it though.
Then when i went down to the canteen,
Saw May Yen again talking with Fui Jinn,
Fui Jinn said that someone overheard the teachers talking about spotcheck and saying that the teachers doesn't even wanna let the prefects know.
Okayy.... I'm still very calm, i'm planning it to hide it in the library, so yeah =.="
I called the malay librarian trainee to hide for me in her bag, then i went back class.
Then i got FRICKIN scared that someone might hide it so i FLEW to library immediately.
On the way there i saw Chew Mun and ask her about library hiding handphones,
She said that the teachers 100% will check the library and i was like,
TOTALLY "WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!"
And FLEW to library immediately with May Yen =.-"

Suddenly i got damn smart and came up with a logical thinking xD
I told everyone that since the whole school knows about the whole spot check thing,
Sure the teacher will cancel it lah.
And in the end,
No spotcheck xD!!
Proves my wisdom xP!!!!

Ok so anyways, today~

Today (Saturday)

A very very VERY normal day until afternoon.
I heard da radio station My Fm,
Promoting an audition organised by Halo Music Company. (Lin Yu Zhong & JJ Lin Jun Jie's Music Company)
The audition is for singing, instruments and all.
If u passed,
You can enter the Academy and have special training for you,
But you have to pay the fees yourself lah.
Actually i read this a week ago but since da end of registration is 20/2/2008, i gave up.
But then, when i read the magazine which published this week,
The End of Registration is 28/2/2008.
And the radio Dj said that we can also register at the place they're organizing if we missed out the forms of registration.
So yeah i wanted to try out for it.
Well actually it's just to see where's my level lah and gain more experience,
But also i hoped to be chosen cos that means i have potential =]
But even if i don't get picked i won't be sad, I'll just continue working hard =D
So anywayssss !! Wish me luck !!!
I'll message you all about the results tomorrow, haha.
Don't forget to send me a message wishing me good luck x)

Bye~

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Postttttttttttttttttt.

Sorry guys,
just wanna write sumthin all of a sudden,
i'm sorry.

Owh wait,
why am i saying sorry again ?
I dunno also, =.="
Just felt like apologizing alot all of a sudden..

Anyways,
I viewed my old blog last night,
And i realized how annoying and self obsessed i am,
Regret ='(

Well at least I've changed now lah,
I've changed a hell lot,
Seriously.

Well during Form 2,
I was full of my fucking self and think that i am god.
Well i guess i finally came over it.
And this might be awkward,
here it goes.

Thanks to Chee Kuan who still loved me even though i was such a jerk and ass hoole during form 2 ='(
Really thanks to you,
LoL, if it wasn't for you,
I think i'm still a spoiled brat right now and having everyone to hate me, LoL.

Owh yeah,
Thanks to Trisha & TeVa a whole lot.
Both of you scolded me and taught me looonggg lessons about being a nice person and all,
Even though you both were scolding and lecturing me so much,
I know you both did that cos you both wanted the best for me,
So i won't turn out to be a jerk in morning session and having people who'll beat me up, LoL.
If it wasn't for the 2 of you,
I think I might be confronted by someone else and beat me up instead of giving lectures and all.
And also, sorry for being such a racist.. =(
I promise I'll be nice, trust me owhkay ? =]

And a big thanks to all my frens who like me and accept me the way i am and not trying to change how i am,
Cos of the supports from you all, now i am Spellman.
I have my own identity,
Even though i'm not so perfect and all,
But this is me,
Spellman, TheNotSoPerfect friend, but good at times and always there for you when you have probs.. =]

LoL, how did this post became like this =_=

Anyways,
All i wanna say is,
Thanks to everyone, everyone of my friends even though we're not close,
At least u didn't reject me,
And i'll always appreciate our friendship no matter what =)
I love ya'll =D

Lots of Love,
Spellman. The not so perfect fren for everyone, but always there for you when you're depressed =]

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Chinese New Year x)

So last week, we've went to Mr Loke, Wai Ting and Wei Hsiang's hse,
And 2day, we went to Kai Ling, Huey Shuen, Ben, YenKi & Shu Jen's hse =D

Ok so firstly, it was Merentas Desa and i wasn't planning to come but sadly, Chew Mun told me that there aren't enough photographers so i went to help instead =.="
And guess wad ?
After taking 7 photos, MY CAMERA RAN OUT OF BATTERY.
Daymm =.="
That's what u get for not charging it before using =.-"
Anyways it means that i went there for NOTHIN,
Since i only took a few pictures,
Make no difference even if i didn't come.
But it's owhkayy lah,
Got some experience and now i know what should i snap during Merentas Desa x)
Call those ppl who're walking to co-operate and pretend to be running,
Call the PBSM ppl to PRETEND that they're saving someone xD
And those lazy teachers that kept sitting down =.=" (For own satisfaction to conteng xD)

ANYWAYSS,
The run ended in 20 minutes,
Like wtf ?
And i thought i was gonna be late to Kai Ling's hse,
Ended up,
Everything ended on 9 which is suppose to end at 10.
So i just went to a nearby bus stop to wait for time pass =.="
Then i started walking to Kai Ling's condo half an hour later, which is 9.30.

Waited for everyone to come,
Then Jian Hong showed Edison Chen & Cecelia Cheung's naked pictures to the gurls,
They were screaming all along =_+"

Anyways, went to Huey Shuen's house just after that.
Her house is SOOOO NICE,
I wanna live there T.T
Damn cozy and big, just like a bangallow =.="
And she has 2 dogs and a cat !!
Her both dogs are damn cute but the male one is horny =__=
Then she brought her dog around and we went to Ben's house,
At first we thought Ben's dad don't allow to gamble,
Cos every year we go he doesn't let us gambe =___=
But he let us gamble this year xD
But of course we didn't lah cos we respect him x)
Then went back to Huey Shuen's house to eat and gamble,
It just wasn't my day =.="
And my right eye got damn red because of the dog =.="
Nice food btw.

Then we went Yen Yi's house after that,
Saw a bunch of ppl we don't know,
LOL,
And Yen Yi's dad was like,
"Ah Yi Lui ah, em moi gu ju wan, ziu fu ha hoi dei"
(Ah Yi Gurl, don't just kept playing there, serve your friends!!)
LOL,
So cute lah xD
Then Yen Yi "OFFERED" us to gamble with her friends that we don't know, LOL.
I kept losing like hell,
Then last round everyone force me to be "Zhong",
Lose alot also =.="
Baa-aad luck.

Anywayss, went back to Huey Shuen's house to wait for the taxi to come,
Then we went to Shu Jen's house which is at Happy Garden.
She just bought that house and the houses there are all new,
My Father kept on saying that he should buy the houses there instead of the ones in Sri Petaling = =
Anyways her house was nice and quite cozy =D
And there were dogs AGAIN,
But there's only one lah. (As if it's not enough)
When i stepped into the house,
The dog started barking like i killed his father o.O
He CONTINUED BARKING even after i entered the kitchen.
And everytime they put down the dog, they started chasing after me and bark.
Then everyone say i have to sayang it so he wont bark =.="
So everytime i saw him i have to stand still and sayang him.
I also dunno how many times i wash my hand edi.
Geez =_=
After that i don't know the dog's in love with me or what,
AND HE STARTED TO MOLEST MY LEG,
YES HE'S "FUCKING" MY LEG while i'm talking on the phone.
Wanted to scream and sue him for sexual harassment =_=
Dunno what he ate, suddenly so high =.="
Then Shu Jen's mom asked if we wanted to stay for bbq,
but most of us didn't want to,
only Kah Yan, Kai Ling & Wei Hsiang wanted.
So just went back home after that~

--End of whole day--

Btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CUTE BOY JUN SERN !!!
STAY CUTE ALWAYS AND HOPE YOU'RE GONNA BE AS POPULAR AS ME WHEN YOU'RE IN SECONDARY x) (perasan)

Love, Spell~

Friday, February 15, 2008

Valentines Day ??

Hi everyone,
How's Valentines Day ?
Well mine's not that great, LoL.

I went Neway with a few frens after school,
yeah. =]
Well actually we're goin to Carrefour to sing but last minute my fren say she wants to go Times Square =.="

ANYWHOSSSS,
We went Times Square instead,
I saw "her" there,
was not very happy,
she skipped one of my songs while i was singing it,
can u imagine how pissed i am ??
What will u do if your singing halfway and someone skipped it ?
Damn frustrated rite ?
And i was even thinking of being frens with u again.
Well this proves that u don't worth me liking you,
and thank god i don't anymore,
cos now i hate you.
And i know everything you said to me was all fake,
like how u can't forget me and all,
and still having feels for me.
Ugh,
please stop talking shits,
now you're having boyfrens and breaking up with them every month,
fucking bitch, go get a frickin guy to fuck u since u like hooking up guys that u don't have feels for so much.
I know i'm the one who made you not trusting anymore guys and all,
but what you're doing is bad. >=(

"Malaysia's Internet Hot Chick" ?
I dont think so, you're not THAT hot.

Thanks to you my whole day is ruined. UGH =.="

Forget about the bitch,
back to topic.

Oh wait, here's her picture, PLSSS tell me she's not hot =.="
Ok lah just tell me honestly what you think of her =.="
P/S : I don't like her.
http://profiles.friendster.com/9223088

Btw,
It's Merentas Desa tomorrow !!!
And i'm snapping pictures !!
LoL, but i have to go at 9.30 cos we're goin to some fren's hse and we'll be goin to Kai Ling's hse first =D
Oops, i meant LEAVE at 9.30 =)
The last place we're goin might be Huey Shuen and Ben's hse i guess, LOL.
Hope nothin bad will happen =_=

Anyways i guess that's all,
Will update bout Merentas Desa and the Chinese New Year visit x)

Love, Spell =]

Friday, February 8, 2008

2nd Day Of CNY

Hi everyone! =D

Went Sunway for a walk and also lunch,
And we ended up havin lunch at this korean restaurant which is located at da Mc Donalds floor near Pizza Hut.
And i ordered this BBQ thingy which is very korean style =_+
And guess what?
It tastes very normal =.="
And the Noodle my dad ordered is like, those Korean Style Maggi Mee that u can get from supermarkets, seriously =.="
No wonder no one goes there.
And plsss don't go there also, you'll regret.

And we found out there's another Korean Restaurant which is located beside Old Town Kopitiam,
And of course it looks alot better lah and higher standard =_=
So next time must try there x)!!

After the walk then went home,
I was emo for the whole day, not happie with everythin and kept talking back to Mommy & Daddy..
Sorry =(
I didn't mean to be so rude to you all,
I'm really sorry for not being a nice child who's obedient, but i'm trying my best, really. =]

At night,
my mom said she was goin to Ipoh and asks if i wanted to follow.
I thought about it for an hour,
at first i wanted to go lah cos staying at home is boring also,
so just accompany my mommy lor.

But on second thought,
Someone might ask me out to go visit ppl during tomorrow or sunday,
So i decided not to go =.=".

Then mommy was upset..
Not becos of me not following her, (but i think i'm a part of it also lah)
It's becos of sumthin to do with my dad,
she was soooo upset and sad and i really wanted to sacrifice my own freedom and just follow her and accompany her back to her lovely hometown.

But i don't know what stopped me.
She asked me again,
"Sure you don't want to go?"
I replied, "Nope."

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For that moment i felt guilty,
I'm not there for her when she needed help most,
I'm such a bad kid, aren't i ?
Sighz...
I'm still regretting now,
Should i really follow her even though i'm gonna be bored over there ?
Sighz...

Oh and at last when i ask her when is she coming back, she said..
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Mommy : You're not following me so i might be goin to Singapore also.

Spell : Har ?? Why ???

Mommy : I don't need to have a why for what i do...

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=(...

I feeel so bad lah...
I mean,
What if she's really not coming back ?
And I'm gonna be all alone here.
Who's gonna chat with me about taiwan singers and school stuffs and all ?
And who's there for me to hug when i'm in trouble and depressed ?
Sighz....

Mommy, I Love You.
Plsss don't go,
Plssss don't leave me alone,
I wanna see you everyday i wake up,
I wanna see you having a smile on your face all the time.
So plsss don't go... =(

New Blog. New Year. New Life. New House. New Phone x)

Hey everyone! Here's my new blog x) Relink me kayyss ?

Anywayssss, did i mention that i had a new phonee x)
Don't ask what model, I'll show youu when i see youu =D


Owhkayy so, as you all know, i've shifted.
Yup, to a smaller one =(
But no worries! I'm shifting to Sri Petaling during the end of the year and it's bigger than my current house x)


It's already CNY now and I still didn't went to any fren's house =.="
Sorry la, but it's you all who nvr invite me, boo.
Anyways, if any of you inviting ppl over don't forget to invite me kayy ?
I'm lonely at home la ='(



ANYWAYSSSSS,
I noticed sumthin few days ago, and i was soooo shocked =.="

I saw a picture of me during form 2,
and I WAS SOOO FRICKIN SLIM DURING DAT TIME,
Regret lah T.T

I wish i can turn back time, well at least give me my body back T_T


Well let's compare =[