It's not funny. No it's not.

I know.
Everyone is looking down on me.
Everyone says i'm not gonna make it.
I don't care.

Best friends are doing something weird with they're someone which i'm not happy.
Best friends who come and try to change what i think and believe.
Best friends who made me emo.
Best friends who think it's funny and continue to deepen my wound when i'm emo.

All these aren't helping.
Seriously it isn't.
I don't know if you're really concern about me or what.
But it really pissed me off when you continue to insult me and laugh about it.
Seriously,
I don't feel like talking to you now.
Well maybe it's just the angerness that's making me like that now.
Maybe after some time,
I'll talk to you back.
Well,
At least after the singing competition.
So i can fucking prove to you.
I don't need your supports.
I don't need anyone's.
I'll just do my best and MAKE ppl support me.
Ppl will support ppl that they think they're really good.
So i don't care what do you think now.
Cos sooner or later,
You will realise..

And my confidence won't drop just because of this.
I was thinking for the past 2 days.
I don't want to get sad and emo all over what you all said.
I will rise once again,
And i promise,
I'll make you impressed by my performance this Saturday.
Just wait till you all see.

I don't hate you.
I'm just pissed.
And i can see that you don't even care cos when i expressed that i was pissed,
You totally ignored it.
So yeah,
I don't care.
Why am i gonna care when you don't even care about it.
So yeahh,
I'll talk to you NEXT week.
I'll see if you realised you really hurt me.