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Heyy everyone.
I'm not as emo as just now anymore.
Thanks to May Yen =D
I try not to think about it.
And we chat about other stuffs.
We talked about the camp, contact lenses, and all.
Haha,
It was fun.
And it certainly made me forget about being alone =]
Thanks alot Babyyyy May Yenn =D
Loveee youuuuuuu !!! =P

Tagged by Mayy Yenn =D !!

TAGGED,
=]

6 things I'm passionate about;

Singing =]
Dancing =D
Shopping xD
Taking picturess xP
Playing
Tvv xD

6 things I say too often;

Chee byee/Jibet
Oh fuck
Wtf ?!
Oh my godd.
Owhhkayy ?
Yayyy =D

6 books I've read recently;

Some chinese magazine
Same
Same
Same
Same
Same

6 songs I could listen to over & over again;

Utada Hikaru - First Love
Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You
Some chinese gurl singing Mariah Carey - My All
Some hokkine songs =D
Some cantonese song i heard from the tv
Basicly i would listen to all the songs over & over again until i'm familiar with it =]

6 things I learnt for the past year;

Do not care bout what people say about youu.
Not to trust anyone easily
Not to talk bad about people too much.. =D
Appreaciate my friends !!!!
Do not give up easily =]
Do not regret anything that you do, cos it might just let you understand sumthin else

6 people to tag;

Chee Kuan
Ying Xing
Vivian
Alex
Shivani
Joleen =]

2 Days After Camp =]

Heyy everyoneee.
Life back home is great after the camp =D
I've learned to cherish my sleeping time and bathing time xD
Anyways,
Yesterday,
Daddy, Mommy & Me went to Mid Valley to watch Indiana Jones.
Was really happy and excited cos this is like the first time Daddy & Mommy went to the cinema for movie after sooo many years.
And it's really sweeet =D
Daddy said he wanna watch it in the Cinema this time because the first episode of Indian Jones,
He watched it with Mommy in Cinema too =D
Haha,
The movie was great,
Daddy & Mommy enjoyed it too.
And during night,
I decided to go out on the next day since Daddy is going for golf and Mommy is goin out with her frens.
So i decided to go out with Vee Leng =D

Okayy,
So todayy !!
I reached school at 9.30 to wait for Vee Leng,
But i was abit late so Vee Leng already reahced.
LoL.
So our plan was,
Go Puchong to Sing K,
And then go back Sri Petaling to buy my contact lense,
And then go Mid Valley to cut hair =D
So yeah we went to sing K and after that went back to Sri Petaling.
I went to the shop which Wai Ting introduced me and told me that they only sell the contact lense for 50 bucks while others sell for 60/65 bucks.
So i went into the shop,
And asked for the price.
The girl said it's 60 bucks but then i told her that my fren told me she bought it for only 50 bucks.
So she asked if i was introduced by my fren and i said yes,
So she only charge me 50 bucks LOL!
And then,
I also bought the solution for the contact lense and also the eye drops.
But i only buy the solution to keep in the case but not the one to wash it.
So yeahh,
Then the girl teach me how to put it on and wash it,
LOL.
Was having hard time putting it on.
Taking it out was SO MUCH easier =__=
Anyways,
I bought the one which make your eyeball look bigger wan,
But not much difference cos my eyeball is already big = =
And actually i wanna buy the brown colour wan but they only have black so yeah,
I bought it..
I kinda regret cos black looks normal =(
And my normal eye colour is brown so if i put brown then it'll increase the special-ness =/
But nvm lah,
Also buy edii...
So after that we went to Mid Valley.
Wasn't having a happy time..
Cos felt bad.
Cos the yesterday,
Daddy gave me 100 bucks to cut hair,
But i spent 80 bucks on Contact Lense,
20 Bucks on Singing K.
So i overspent it...
I felt really bad lah..
Cos Daddy trust me so much and i spent money on these stupid things...
If i can turn back time i rather dun buy the contact lense... =(
Sighz...
After that i went for my haircut and then Vee Leng fetched me back school and my mom fetched me home.
And i'm here =(
I dunno why i really feeel damn emo now.
I dunno if it's becos of spending too much money.
Maybe it is but maybe it's not also.
I dunno lah,
I just feel emo.
I read almost every friend of mine's blog.
And i just feeel emo.
I guess..
I feel lonely.
I thought i can finally leave loneliness,
Finally dump loneliness for good.
But i don't know why,
That feeling is coming again..
Well maybe it's becos..
Everyone has their own life,
Having great friends and have fun.
But I don't.
I don't even think i have a true friend.
People always ask who's my best friend.
But i seriously don't know what to answer.
People ask me if i have a constant friend that i will talk to when i'm facing problems.
I thought it for some time..
And i'm not sure if i do..
Well,
My friends come and go.
And i'm sure this doesn't happen to anyone in this world.
Everyone have their own best friend..
But..
My best friend is not constant.
And sometimes,
They just ditch me.
And they like to hide things from me..
I'm not angry or anythin..
I just feel lonely..
And leftout.
I don't know if they don't trust me or what.
Well maybe they really don't.
So they chose to hide things from me..
But...
I guess..
I'm already used to it.
I'm already used to being leftout and friends hiding things from me.
Well i know it's certainly not good to be used to sumthin like this.
But i certainly have to.
Cos it will always happen..
Sighz...
Sometimes,
I treat some of them as my best friends.
I love them alot,
I always mentioned them and talk about them.
But they don't seem to treat me as a best friend.
I don't seem to get involved in anything with them.
I don't know lah..
Maybe they just don't like my presence.
They don't like me being around..
So yeah..
Well whatever happens..
I'm still me,
I won't change...

Camppp =D!!

Heyy everyone !!!
I'mm backkk !!! =P
Okayy,
So I'll TRY to post it all and let's hope i don't miss out anythin.. =P
Oh yeah,
Just so you all don't know.
I've been missing for the past few days becos i went to a camp organized by Chinese Society.
80+ person participated and now i'm gonna post about it =]
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1st Day (26/05/08)
Okayy,
So i woke up early in the morning,
Got ready and then headed to school.
So i reached school and everyone seem to reach and i'm almost the last person.
So we gathered and took the attendance and we went up the bus =D
The journey was iforgothowlong,
But it was kind of fast lah.
Less than 2 hours.
I was sitting with Jia Meng in the bus.
And AS USUAL,
He changed place cos he thinks i'm "too boring".
Pfft.
So i sat with Shu Jen =D
Took a few pictures of Carolyn & Xiao Wei sleeping and got caught =.="
So was forced to delete it =_=
Anyways,
After that,
We've reached there.
And we were talking about the houses there.
We stayed at the bangalows,
But the bangalows are just like normal houses just with a larger area outside.
And seperated with all the other houses,
So yeah.
While on the bus waiting for our turn to go down,
I saw someone.
Someone i'm NOT happy seeing her and seriously DIDN'T expect to see her..
She's a teacher...
A teacher from afternoon session...
A teacher that i don't really like...
Yes yes,
You don't have to suspect,
You're right.
It's Miss Ong !!!
LOL,
So i kinda screamed and told everyone that she was there,
And everyone was like,
"Har !!!!"
LOL!!
Evil me xD
But i was owhkayy with her,
Cos she wasn't being mean or anythin..
Soo yeah =]
Oh yeah,
When we reached there and i was still in the bus,
I received a phone call from Weng Lord,
But the person talking certainly wasn't him.
And soon,
I found out it's EDGAR.
He started commanding me to join the drama club.
I was busy at that time so i just said no i can't make it but he insisted me to join.
And i was really busy so i just have to make him shut up so i said yes.
But after that i got kinda pissed.
He can't command me just like that.
Whatever you do,
You can't order me around just because you're the frickin president.
You're not even there for the meeting last thursday.
Pfft.
If you wanna make it big,
Then fine lah,
I quit Interact,
I don't SING ANYMOREE.
Ughh. >=(
Okayy,
Cool down = =
So right after that,
We went down and gathered at the playground,
Then we entered the hall.
The hall is gonna be the place that we gather.
After every activity we have to gather at the hall.
Oh yeah,
I forgot.
MISS SIM WENT TOOO !!!
And also Miss Lee which left our school =D
The ex-teacher for the Chinese Society.
So everyone got excited and kinda teased Miss Sim xD
Ok,
Skip the crap.
So Miss Lee gave a speech.
And then we were seperated into groups.
I was in the same group with Xiao Wei & Kin Lup
By that time,
I only know the both of them.
Then after that,
Carolyn changed to our group also,
Which is even better =D
So after that,
We made friends with our group members.
Jonathan, Thomas, Yong Ken & Wei Tein.
At first,
We wasn't talking at all.
Only me and Carolyn were talking but we're talking to each other.
LoL.
So we kinda remained silent but by that time we have to think of our group's slogan.
LOL.
At first,
Yong Ken suggested a slogan,
I didn't pay attention becos it was too boring.
Maybe it has sumthin to do with the person =X LOL JK !!!
So i suggested a slogan which is damn funny xD
Cos our group name is some kind of cooking oil.
So i made our slogan related to the group name.
The slogan is sumthin like,
"it will explode when you light it up and all of you will die"
LOL.
It's kind of hard to translate it to english but oh well =_=
Anyways,
After that we remained silent again.
LOL.
But when we received the paper,
Which is what we're suppose to do for the performance on the 2nd night.
We started getting active and discussed.
Me & Carolyn & Jonathan were discussing madly.
But after that,
I gave up so Carolyn, Xiao Wei & Jonathan discussed.
Coss the story got too twisted until i don't really understand o.O
So yeah,
That's how we started our group's relationshipp =D
Okayy so after that there was some games,
Yada yada,
Which is boring if i describe it all out.
And we went back to bathe after the activities.
Soo after that we have to gather at the hall again.
And we went to the canteen to have dinner right after that.
Food was OWHKAYYY. (I'm being polite)
And we have a night trekking at night.
We were told that we're gonna walk in the forest and "bakau". (dunno wad in the world is that)
The person working there started scaring us and tols us that there's ghost and students might get lost or whatever.
Everyone got scared.
Some ppl cried,
Some ppl got worried,
Some ppl are scared.
Some ppl doesn't wanna go.
Sighz...
And i'm one of them.
But i have to thank Carolyn =D
Cos actually Xiao Wei doesn't wanna go night trecking anymore.
But Carolyn insisted that she wants to go becos she wants to experience it.
So we decided to go.. =]
We were holding hands in a reallyyy long line.
Xiao Wei was in front of me and Carolyn was behind of me.
And we made nicknames for everyone cos we can't call someone's name directly in the forest.
So,
Xiao Wei = Da Da
Wei Tein = Xiao Cao
Carolyn = Baby
Yong Ken = Medusa
Spellman = Wang Zi (Prince xD)

LOL,
And it's kinda funny when Wei Tein which is in front,
Told us that there's a ahole so we will pass the message to behind.
So it'll go like,
"Da Da, be careful, in front got hole."
"Wang Zi, be careful, in front got hole."
"Baby, be careful, in front got hole."

And it continues to the back.
It was really fun but scary at the same time.
But i really enjoyed it becos it made us closer.. =D
And taugh us not to let go and leftout anyone.
But something bad about this is,
When the front spread wrong informations,
It will started go till the end.
When we almost finished.
Some people in front said that there's gonna be a second round o.O
Like OmG,
We were shocked = =
So we spread and spread to inform the others at the back.
But at last when we went back to the place we started,
The person there said there's no such thing =.="
So it kinda became the fun-est activity while everyone thought it was gonna be horrible =P
Went back to the bangalow after that and slept at 2 or 3 sumthin =D

2nd Day (27/05/08)
Woke up at 7, get rdy everything and went to the hall again.
Had breakfast and then gethered in the hall again.
The AJKs taught us the dance of the camp.
And then we had Dodgeball Match !!!
My team lost on the first preliminary round,
LOL!!
Wei Tein damn funny,
She's the last survivor and she damn good at dodging the balls xD!!
So after the dodgeball match,
We went to have lunch.
And after lunch,
We gathered in the hall again to discuss about the performance that we're gonna do that night.
It's an advertisment.
Well it's 4 advertisment.
And we gabung it all together and became a drama =D
So yeah,
After discussing it we went for some games again.
And then went back home to bathe and then go for dinner.
And yep,
The drama !!! =D
It's the most anticipated event for the whole day =P
I don't wanna describe about the drama,
Cos it's gonna be damn long.
LOL.
I dressed up as a waitress.
And put newspapers which are rolled into ball-shaped and stuff it into my chest to form boobs xD!!
So yeah,
I'll just explain it briefly.
So it started with this old man who's sick which entered the cafe.
And then the waitress (carolyn) went and serve him.
And the waitress recommended a dish which is spicy.
But the old man declined it cos his butt is in pain xD
So he just wanted a justea.
Then,
A gangster guyyy (jonathan) came in.
The waitress came again,
He recommended that spicy dish and he wanted it.
So now,
Another waitress (me) came and brought the Justea to the old man.
*Walk sexily to the front and then bring the justea to the old man*
Suddenly,
The gangster touched the waitress' butt.
The waitress screamed and stared at him and ran back to the kitchen immediately.
After that,
The old man started coughing,
So the waitress ran towards da old man and asked if he's okayy.
The gangster touched the waitress' butt again.
The waitress screamed and used the old man's Justea and poured it on the gangster's face.
The gangster then imagined the waitress as a contestant of those beauty paegant.
*starts walking like a beauty paegant and saying those stuffs that they always say*
After that,
The waitress apologised to the old man and told him that she'll take another cup of Justea for him.
So she went and bring him another Justea for the old man.
The gangster touched her butt again,
She poured the Justea on his face and slapped him.
The gangster then wanted to take out sumthin from his shirt.
The waitress got scared and thought it was a gun so she ran as quick as possible.
But actualy the gangster was just taking out his shaver/handphone LOL!!
And then after that,
The gangster wanted to know what drink was it that was poured on his face becos it taste fantastic.
The first waitress (carolyn) came and told him about it.
So he ran to the Justea factory.
Half way there,
He saw some ppl promoting nike slippers and maggi mee.
So he bought both of them.
LOL.
And then at last,
He got banged by a car.
I kinda forgot the reason of him dying cos actually i don't know anything about the story,
I just went up and did my part =(
So anyways,
We got 9 marks =D
Which is the 2nd highest...
LOL.
And then it's time for the award giving ceremony.
There are 4 awards.
Best Actor.
Best Actress.
Best Storyline.
Best teamwork.

And the Best Actor goes to Jonathan =_=
Which is from our group so we're happy =D
Even though i think jasper should've got it.
But Jonathan deserves it also lah,
Cos he sacrificed alot.
And then,
The Best Actress ?
GUESSSS.
LOL !!!
IT GOES TO CAROLYNN !!!!
Hahahahaha !!!
From our team also so our team won 2 awards =D
And the Best Storyline & Teamwork goes to Jasper's team.
Seriously,
Their team rox,
Their drama's damn good also,
They got 10 marks which is 1 mark higher than us =P
Anyways,
After everything,
It's time for Disco Night !!
We offed the light and on the torch lights and swinging it around to make it look like disco.
And there's these glowing sticks which can be found at disco also xD
Really have the Disco Feel,
Damn nice =D
So after everything,
We went back to the bangalow.
Wai Ting, Khai Lin & Shu Jen came.
So did Carolyn, Xiao Wei & Wei Tein.
Wai Ting's gang stayed in our room.
While Carolyn's gang was outside gambling.
LOL.
Except for my darling Wei Tein,
Who's not like Carolynn so naughty xD
She was at the room upstairs.
And it was TWISTED.
Guy and gurls are sleeping in the same house.
And even worst.
SAME ROOM.
No there's worst,
SAME BED.
Wei Hsiang & Khai Lin slept on the same bed...
But they didn't did anythin lah =__=
I was just beside their bed so i know..
Anyways,
We slept at 4 sumthin.
Yepp,
We were playing Truth or Dare.
When it was time to Dare,
We asked Wei Hsiang and Khai Lin to do lots of things xD
Got pictures and VIDEOSS XD!!
Wei Hsiang sayin I Love You to Khai Lin LOL!!
So yeah,
We slept at 4 sumthin...

3rd Day/Last Day (28/05/08)
We woke up at 7,
Got ready and then went to the hall again.
There wasn't any activitied today.
We just took pictures desperately like there's no tomorrow xDD!!
And then time for group pics and then Award for the Best Male & Female Camp Member.
For those sporting ppl lah.
Which is kinda unfair cos they gave it to Fui Ling for the Female Award.
She's not really sporting and she's so quiet.
Xiao Wei should've got it LOL!!
And then Chung Yew got the Male one.
So right after that was the time we're suppose to share our thought for this camp.
And i was the first one to give the speech =.="
I didn't know what to say cos i havent get rdy yet.
But i said the most important one,
Is to thank the AJKs for doing everything.
I really appreciate it =D
And then it's time to go home..
I still remember when everyone regret and sad for the first day but so happy during the last day...
Haha =D

It was a really great camp =D
It certainly got me closer with lots of ppl and also made lots of friends..
Like Wei Tein =D
We weren't even friends before this.
But now we're greatt =]
I thought she was a cocky & lan si gurl when i saw her last time.
But when you get to know her,
She's not =D
She's just quiet when there's ppl that she don't know is around,
But she's really great lahh =D
And she even said that she thought i was a really bad and mean person before this = =
But she said when she get to know me,
I'm a really great person =D
Hahahaha,
Sooo happyyy =P

This camp really taught me alot.
And i really earned ALOT from it...
The process of it is the best part,
How you gained the values and the lessons..
Haha =D
I'll join it again next year !!
Hope it'll be even better and more fun =D

Sorryyy =(

Hey everyone.
I might be posting a post later to tell abt Shu Jen's party and also the last post b4 the Camp =D
Soo yeah,
Hope i have enough time to post it later owhkayy ? =)
If i can't post it in time then sorry =(
But anyways,
I'll try my best to post it later =D
And I'll be gone for 3 days and probably coming back on wednesday..
So yeah =D
Goodbyeee =]

Holy Old Man

Oh goshh,
I forgot to mention about the old man.
Well yesterday,
I went Carrefour with Kei Yan rite ?
Then my mom called and said she's coming,
So i wait for her outside.
And i was very uncomfortable and tired so i got kinda impatient.
And then suddenly,
I saw this old man,
He looked at me and said,

Holy Old Man : Hey there, you look anxious.

Spell : Yeah, *wanted to explain but my mom came*.

Spell : Oh, my mom came. *smiles* Thanks, buh byee.

Holy Old Man : Byee, god bless youu.

LOLL.
I was thinking if he's that old man who kept talking to Ching Yee in ths bus stop and also the one who Chee Kuan was referring to, LOL.
Anyways that's all,
Nothing special =X

Holidayy =D

Heyyy everyone.
Finally,
The holidays started !!! =D
Anyways,
I might be buying a contact lense soon =D
But not those kind like May Yen & Carolyn want lah,
I'm just gonna buy those that make yur iris bigger..
Cos i don't want it to be too exagerating =.="
Look more naturall mahh =D
Anyways,
Holidays are starting,
Anyone wanna go out just call me okayy? =D
Most importantly,
Sing K xD!!

Anyways,
Yesterday was Teachers Day.
The performance were okayy.
And i kinda felt uncomfortable cos it's been reaalllyyyy long since the last time i was an audience =.="
But i just can't stand still,
So i went to the Dewan and acted as if i was invovled in the performance xD!!
Mark asked me a reallyyy stupid question,
Blooody ass hole.
And he doesn't believe me.
He kept asking,
"Are you sure ? Are you sure ?"

I answered,
"Hello? I know myself better than anyone in this world."

And he started asking me if i danced,
And he told me that he shuffle =__=
And he's like,
"Really. You don't believe you every saturday go *forgotwhere* and see me lah, i sure there wan."

And i was like,
"Wow, you shuffle ? Can't imagine LOL!"

Anyways,
I went to Carrefour with darling Kei Yan after that.
She kept on saying wanna ride taxi but i know if we ride taxi sure she force me to pay again =.="
Always cheat my money....
So we ended up walking at the end.
Anyways,
I went to Carrefour to compare the price of the contact lense,
Some shops sell it for RM65 while some shops sell it for RM60.
And there's either black or brown for it.
I still don't know which one should i choosee,
Suggest please ?
And plss don't go like,
"Aiya, waste what money lah, if wan buy then buy those colour wan lah, since you already spending money also, might as well buy the one with colour lah. Buy this kind is like wasting money only."

This is my choice so i hope you respect also.. = =
Anyways !!
The camp is on MONDAY.
Which is 2 more days to go !!
I'm not ready yet lah.
I'm excited but nervous at the same time.
I havent pack my stuffs yet.
And i still have some stuffs that i havent buy yet.
Sooo.. Yeah.

Oh and Shu Jen's party is tonight.
I'm excited becos there's buffet there xDD!!
OH OH,
And the recording session is today!!!
EVEN MORE excited xP!!

Okayy so today will be a REALLYY busy day.
I have to go Mid Valley to get Shu Jen's present and also torch light for the camp.
And then go to Cheras to get my Dance Shoe.
And then go for Vocal Class.
And right after that i have to fly to Shu Jen's party.

OMG,
I JUST REMEMBERED SUMTHIN.
THE IU DAY FRICKIN CLASHES WITH MY DANCE COMPETITION.
It's on 14th of June right ?!?!
But i think i can make it to both of it.
Becos IU Day will be in morning rite ?
And the Dance Competition is on afternoon.
So i guess right after IU Day, (or my performance)
I'll go straight to the Community Hall and get ready for the competition =.="
So yeahh i'll be reallyyyyy busy again.
Like a celebrity xD
Need to rush here and there,
LOL!!
Anyways i guess that's all.
I have to get ready everything and then go MidValley then Cheras then Sri Petaling for Vocal Class then Shu Jen's party.
Bye guyss =]

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Hello everyone.
Today was a great day i guess.
But for Sakai maybe it wasn't.
It's his bad day =(
He's hated by Phei Sze today and she kept scoldin him.
Then during recess,
I saw that Lau Ga Ka gurll scolding him.
Pfft,
Feeel like slapping her.
Anyways,
NONE OF THE TEACHERS gave back our exam papers,
Everyone of them said it's not done yet,
And they kept discussin about it when we don't even have the papers.
Ughh.

Anyways,
After school was Interact Meeting.
It's my first time goin LOL =X
They were preparing for the IU Day.
And everyone is seperated to different groups.
At first i didn't know what group i wanna go.
I wanted to go to the Drama Group though,
But then i asked if there was a singing group.
And Fui Jinn answered me kindly with a "yes."
=_=

Spell : Fui Jinn !!! Got singing group or not ?? LOL.


Fui Jinn : Got, you wanna join ah ? Can also.

Spell : Oh great !!

Fui Jinn : But have to sing spanish songs.

Spell : WTH ?!?!?! Aiya don't want lah thenn.

*few minutes later*

Spell : Fui Jinn !! I wanna join the singing group =D

Fui Jinn : Oh great =D

Spell : Okayy, so who's in it?

Fui Jinn : You're the only one.

Spell : WTF ?!?!?!?!

Fui Jinn : You want can also find a person.

Spell : Nvm, I SOLO.


=.="
I know, i know.
A SPANISH SONG.
And suddenly,
Latin came out of mind and when i speak of Latin,
What popped out is ENRIQUE IGLESIAS.
I know he has like TONS of spanish versions of his english songs.
So i decided to sing Hero =D (Heroe in Spanish)
Since it's gonna be hard to master the melody of a spanish song and even worst,
MEMORISE THE LYRICS.
So i chose a song that i'm familiar with so that i even know the meaning of it T.T
So anyways,
Hope i can present it greatly lah =D
(Sorry Trisha, i know you hate him but i have no choice =( )

Anyways,
After school and the meeting.
I went for my first Vocal Class !!
By first,
I don't mean it's the first time in my life.
I've attended another one b4 last time but this new one is my first class.
It's just beside Wo Lai Ye which is beside Pizza Hut in Sri Petaling.
So anyways,
I went there =D
The teacher's name was Rina.
Her singing DAMN NICE.
But the problem is,
She wants me to sing classicly.
A little bit like those opera types.
And all my songs which i sing with my style,
She wants me to forget about it.
She told me to get the technique rite only continue with my styling =.="
So anyways,
We're gonna have a recording session this Saturday.
Which means I'm gonna have a disc with MY OWN VOICE IN MY FAVOURITE SONGS.
It's like i'm having my own albumm xDD!!
Thinking about it makes me excited =XXX
Anyways,
If it's nice then i'll let you all hear lah xD
But if it's not nice then i won't show it to anyone =X
Anyways i hope she doesn't want me to sing those songs in a classical way,
Which is so wrong T.T

Nowadays i'm really into singing,
Well i guess becos the passion of dancing has fade awayy.
So now i'm into singing =D
I have a performance on IU Day, the singing competition is coming soon.
Soo i'm gonna be busy busy spell =D
Anyways,
Wish me luckk kayss ?
Don't wanna screw up in the recording session and also for the spanish song.
Thankks =]

BEWARE !!!! T.T

OMG T.T
I'M SOOO SCARED NOW...
Well have you guys heard about it ?
It's about the phone call.
They said,
When you received a phone call from indonesia that it's number is red in colour,
You will "vomit white bubble" (cantonese) and die.
THIS IS NOT A JOKE OR WHATEVER.
IT IS ON THE NEWS !!!
It started Last Thursday.
And now,
9 people in Indonesia is dead and 2 people from Puchong is dead.
And i'm sure that's not all,
There's MORE victim.
Chee Kuan's neighbour's niece is one of the victim.
But this time,
She said it's an sms.
Just like those normal chain letters.
She "vomit white bubble" and then was sent to hospital..
But luckily,
She didn't die,
She recovered.
BUTTT,
Her FREN,
Who ALSO received and sent it to her,
DIED.
YESS,
FRICKIN DIED.

Ok, you want more examples ?
I'LL GIVE YOU.
Since my maid is gone,
We hired a part-time maid,
She comes every Monday, Wednesday & Friday.
And she told my mom.
That day when she's in our house,
She received this phone call.
A weird number.
+0000.... (blah blah)
And it has a RED CROSS beside it.
THE THING IS.
HER PHONE IS NOT A COLOUR PHONE,
IT'S THOSE OLD NOKIA PHONE WITH ONLY THE GREEN LIGHT AND BLACK WORDSS.
YESSS.
So anyways.
The complete detail is.

When you received a phone call which it's number is red in colour or sumthin like that, don't answer it. It is been told that it's from a Black Magic Group/Association from Indonesia. They're testing the magic to see if it works. So when you received the phone call, ignore it, don't answer. If you answered, you will "vomit white bubble" and then die. This is not a joke because there are already victims. Last week, 9 person from Indonesia died, and 2 person from Puchong died. And i'm sure this is not the end. Cos there are also victims around, try to ask your frens. Few of my friends' neighbour/friends are already involved. The lucky ones are sent to hospital, get treated and recovered. But for the unlucky ones... They're gonna die. So please, spread this around. And the main thing is, DON'T ANSWER A WEIRD PHONE CALL NUMBER WHICH YOU'VE NVR SEEN B4/IT IS RED IN COLOUR. That's all i've got to say. God bless everyone....

I hope i'm not one of the victims lah T.T
Anyways no use worry-ing now also lah.
Just hope everything is fyne as usual.
Cos a human life is precious,
I hope it doesn't just go away so easily... =(
Good luck everyone,
May godbless everyone...

Lifeeee.

Hey everyone.
Today was certainly not a great day..
Arguments, Family prob again.
And well..
It's still a part of life lah..
And compared to those ppl in China,
I really feel relieved now.
And remember from the last post,
I said that i wish i was outta Malaysia ?
Well i wanna take it back.
I'm glad i live in Malaysia.
Living very peacefully and happy.. =]
So i wanna apologise to this lovely country.
I'm sorry.. =]
If it wasn't for you,
I think i might be one of the person who're involved in the earthquake...
And i really appreciate everything i have now.
I think i'm a really lucky person.
I have great parents,
Great family..
Great Home =]

And i'm gonna donate money to those people who're involved in the earthquake...
My classmates kinda discussed about it,
So yeah,
I wanna help too =]
Anyways,
I got back my Chemistry,
And yepp.
I FAILED.

Zzzz,
Let's see what i get for Add Maths lah.. = =

Anyways,
I finally went Cheras to order my dancing shoes.
It's TORTURING to always dance without the shoes during class.
Can't even do all the pointings properly,
And teacher thought i did bad.
Seriously,
Point with toe is hard cos it hurts badly,
So now,
I'll show all of you my true power >=(
Wish me luck in the coming competition too...

Anyways,
I kept singing to Soo Yee today at school.
And she gave some comments,
Kinda like some compliments,
LOL.
But it's hard to say here so i'll jump over it =]
Don't wanna make it seem like i'm bragging abt myself = =
Anyways,
I was FINALLY talking to Yew Wing after SOOO many MONTHS.
Haha,
It was fun lah.
We've chatted alot.
I told him alot about the problems that i'm facing..
Yep...
And we kinda made everythin a joke,
Haha,
I feel better lah.. =]

Anyways i know this is a boring post,
I just broke my record by posting ths boring post = ="
Anyways,
Sorry for the boring post,
Hope everything'll be okayy... =D

Tagged by Boootyfull Shivani agaiinnn.

Rules: Write 25 things most people don’t know about yourself.
Tag 3 other people to do the same.
And it has to be honest.

1. I'm not confident. I may look like i am and always brag about myself, but to me that's just a way of boosting my confidence cos i'm too UNDERconfidence =(

2. I don't like friends who finds me only when they need help. I just feel like they're using me.

3. I talk bad about people. But i'm not afraid of letting you know. And i'll eventually admit when you ask me. Cos i don't think that i'm backstabbing you, i'm just saying out the facts and what i truly think.

4. I don't like people who can't accept the fact, if people tell you sumthin, you can either accept it or just ignore it. If you don't like it, just ignore it.

5. I love the taiwan singing competition show, it's just like American Idol. And since Malaysia's one is so slow, i stay tuned every friday night and go on youtube to watch. =D

6. I am FAT. I know i am that's why i'm trying very hard to slim down now. So stop attacking me =.="

7. I wish i wasn't born in Malaysia, this country sux becos all the MALAYS are always treated better.

8. I'm always bored. That's why i'm always smsing =D

9. I LOOOVEE shopping, seriously, who doesn't ? xD

10. Deep in my heart, i've always wanted to be a lala like Carolyn =X

11. I LOVEEE karaoke, but i'm sure everyone knows that xD

12. I want attention badly, i'll go emo or pissed when the attention's not on me.

13. I lovee surprises but hadn't had any.

14. I always imagine that i'm a celebrity with my fatasized life x]

15. I've always tried to be different, i do things REAAALLYYYY differently.

16. Once i hate someone, i'll really hate that person but if that person tries to be friendly and talk to me again or apologise to me, i'll get extremely soft and be friends with that person again =/

17. I don't like to fight with frens, and all the time, even though it might not be my fault, i'll still apologize =(

18. Everytime when my friends did sumthin wrong and they said sorry, i'll say i don't mind cos it's not their fault, but deep in my heart i DO think that it's their fault but i just don't wanna make them feel bad =/

19. I don't like to see fights occur =( Unless it's someone i hate lah.. LOL =X

20. I hate some particular person since form 1 when i'm in the same class with him/her. But i'm sure most of my frens know who is him =D Wanna know just ask me x)

21. I've only had 2 relationship b4, and i won't date another gurl for quite some time unless i really reallyy have feelings for her. Which is rare.

22. My first kiss is still here =D Many ppl don't believe it BUT IT'S TRUE!! My tuition teacher doesn't believe me =.=" Heyy, doesn't mean all the hot guys also lose their first kiss edi wan rytee ? xDDD!!!

23. I've spent for more than 30 minutes to do this tag =_=

24. I love my friends, they're the most important thing in this world =D Oh yeah, not to forget my families too =]

25. I hope i'll have fun with my bestiess when we have the time, cos i love hanging out together with a bunch of friends =]

I tagg,
Sze Hui,
Chee Kuan,
May Yen =D

Parents. Love. Family.

I thought everything's gonna be great after exam.
And i finally can do whatever i want.

Well apparently,
My parents just have to argue.
Especially my dad.
He can't tolerate anything and can't frickin control his temper.
He doesn't even support me singing.
He doesn't support everything wan lah.
He doesn't like everything that me and mommy does.
Even if we're just doing our hobby.
But he can always go golf and yum-cha with his friends.

He wants me to get good results.
But he has nvr done anything that helps in my results.
During weekdays when i don't have tuition,
He'll force me to go shopping complex with him just to accompany him.
How do i even get the time to study ?

And now,
My mom is pissed and sad.
She told me.
She's suspecting him.
She told me,
Nowadays,
Daddy always go out at 11 sumthing at night and come back at 2 sumthin in the morning.
She said Daddy told her that she's just going out to yum-cha,
But she say everytime he come back also cook maggi mee.
If they went out yum-cha sure very full lah and he can eat there also what.
Don't say her lah..
Even i suspect.
Mommy is always patient with him and not talking back to him when he scolds her.
I know 1 day she might break down and can't take everything nemore.
She'll leave daddy.
She's actually trying her best to do everything well.
And all the things that she's doin is actually for the family.
And all she get are scoldings.

She said,
If she find out that Daddy IS doing something.
She'll leave him.
And well..
If Daddy IS having an affair.
I will hate him.
I will support Mommy to divorce with him.
And i will live with Mommy.
I'm already starting to save money incase anything happens.
And if we don't have money after they seperate.
I can work part-time.
Even though it's gonna be hard.
And i won't buy clothes anymore.
And maybe stop dancing and also the school orchestra.
I will save money and also give some to Mommy so everything could be fyne..>

But of course,
I don't want them to seperate,
I want them to be happy.
I just hope..
1 day,
Daddy can understand everything and be grateful.
And maybe,
He really went to yum-cha with his friends at night.
I just hope...
That everything's gonna be alrightt.

What i said just now was just the worst case of scenario.
I hope it's not true and it won't happen.
I hope everything's really okayy... =(

Omiigoshh =.="

Owhhh my godd,
Some anonymous gurl just came by my profile and left a comment.
Well it's actually a video..
A PORN VIDEO.
Like wtf ?
Friendster nowadays,
So damn perverted edii,
Full of maniacs who like to show their exposed picss all overr =.="
And go send videos like this to everyone.
You like it then you watch yourself lah,
No need share =.="
Ughh.
Hope no one thinks i'm a maniac =__=

Exam's Over !!!! =D

Hey everyone !!
Exam's over !!! xD
Give a minute of clappings and shoutings pleasee xD!!

Anyways,
Don't wanna talk bout exam edi.
Only 4 person pass Chemistry in our class,
Which obviously doesn't include me,
No need announce also i know =.="

And all the cheatings during exam.
Was certainly fun (=X) but also feeling guilty at the same time.
The WHOLE class copied.
It was too tough lah..
Can't blame =/

Anywayss,
Today was Add Maths & Physics and during Add Maths,
My hand was SWEATING like Sakai =_=
I only knew how to do 2 questions so i actually panicked.
I asked Ying Jie for the answers during the last 10 minutes and i only have like,
3 minutes to copy 6 questions.
Which is all the 5 marks 5 marks wan xD
Anyways,
I hope i pass lah,
If like that still fail then really die lor T.T

Anyways,
Let's ignore the whole exam thing =.="

So after school today,
I went for the Photography meeting.
Blah blah.
Then me, WaiTing, Kah Yan & Lee Theng went to carrefour for EBox xD
Yes i've been dying to go there,
So i was satisfied =D
Li Kuen was singing there also so me & Lee Theng joined her and her frens after WaiTing & Kah Yan left.
Sooo after all that i'm back home,
Getting suspected for smoking AGAIN becos my bloody shirts are filled with smells of cigarettes.
Becos of the stupid Carrefour toilet again.
Not even ONCE it was cleaned =.="

Anyways,
The Chinese Society Camp is like,
NEXT NEXT MONDAY.
It is soooo sooon.
I havent get ready yet. =(
I'm excited but alsoo nervous in the same time.
It ISSS too soon.
But i hope i'll have greattt fun =D

Will update more soon =]

Tagged by gorgeousss Shivani =D

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 3 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.


1. At what age do you wish to marry?
26 =D

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
Thanks for being here with me ?

3. If sex is a game … would you be good at it ??
Sorry but im unexperienced =.=" But i wish i'm damn good at it thoughh xD

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Taiiwannn =( NOWWWW

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Have a great life veryy peacefully with no hard times..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Noooo, no money = no nice clothes = boring life. Oh and also no food = which can also be a good diet xD

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Friends =(

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Go shopping DUHH, buy all the clothes i've been dying for especially those in Philosophy and also attend diet courses or gym to slim down =X

9. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
Destroy "fats" in this world for good so everyone can be slim and hot =D

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
She's the coolest indian i knoww xD
She hang out with cool people & quite popular i guess.
Good with boys xD

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
There for me when i'm emo and don't get angry easily, i don't wanna spend most of my time cheering you up when i didn't do anything. (like my last relationship) And don't go all emo all of a sudden. And don't think it's funny when i'm emo. Don't insult me. And also be considerate when i'm emo.

12.Describe your fantasized-life.
Have a coool and rich celebrity life. Have like a BUNGGALOW or SUITE xD And also pets like puppies and dogs and hamsters and those snow-living creatures xD Oh and also buy a house at North Pole and make North Pole not-so cold but in snowing condition all year with some high tech scientific thingy xD Oh and also have my concerts and being well known all around the world xD

13. What is your ambition?
A singer =D (yes it's an ambition not a dream)

14. What is the thing that will make you say someone is bad ?
Talking bad bout you behind your back and also treat you rudely.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends and Family...

16.Are you a shopaholic or not?
I LOVEE shopping, but i don't think i'm a shopaholic. Plus, i don't have the moneyy =(

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I wish i was perfect. I wish i could change my attitude of talking and talk classy like a prince =D

18. How would you feel if your friends ditched you ? For example : Went out to have fun and everyone was invited except for youu, they already planned to ditch you in the beginning.
Get pissed and sad. And not talking to them i guess. Or asked them directly and acted as if you didn't care =/

19.Honestly, do you think life is fair?
Nothing in this world is fairr. The only thing that is fair is everyone has 24 hours. That's the only thing that's fair.

20. Are you missing anyone now?
I would love to say yes, but no, i don't have someone particular in mind =)
Oh wait, i miss my maidd =( Sighz....

iTag;
Sze Hui,
Chee Kuan,
Ying Xing.

Spellmann.

Helloooo everyone,

I'm gonna explain about my hairstyle and if it's really ugly please don't give me harsh words okayy =X

I'm hurt enuff edi T.T

You seee ?

At the top there it's spiky and all.
And for the front i left fringe over there which is sideways wan,

Like Carolyn's wan xD (don't kill me if this sounds like an insult to you)

And on both sides (left and right) i don't like it to fly up cos it's ugly.

So i made it flat which also makes my face thinner not so fat =.="

It's not that bad riiite ??

Tell me it's not that bad T.T

Haiirrr =(

Oh my godd.
I've just been told that my hairstyle SUCK.

Person : You don't have the look.

Spell : Are you saying i'm ugly or what ?!

Person : No, your face is cute. Just that... Your hairstyle suck.

Spell *NEARLY FAINTED*

Spell : OMG... This is the first time someone said this to me... Cos I just got praised that day...

Person : Sorry, i don't wanna lie to youu.

Spell : *hurts even more*

Person : Your face is cute, but really, change your hairstyle, it sucks so bad.

Spell : OMG STOP SAYING T.T

Person : I follow japanese style, *gives me the link*

Spell : Eeee, i don't wanna be like them lah, i have my own style =]

Person : Ohh. But it suck also.

Spell : T.T!!!!!!!!!!

Person : Sorry, i hope you can be better onlyy. *continue giving links*

Spell : STOP GIVING ME LINKS T.T Well you succeeed in lowering my confidence T.T

Person : Sorry, I didn't know you can't accept it...

Spell : .......


T.T !!!
SO the conclusion for him is,
Spellman's hairstyle SUCKS and can't accept the facts ?? T.T!!

It's the first time someone said that directly to me.
Cos i just got praised the other day.
That person's like,
"Hey i like your hair."

And even Sakai said,
"In this whole class your hair's nicest, i hope if my hair long edi can be like yours cos it's SO straight and if leave long sure damn nice."
Which is FAKE becos i straightened it everyday =.="
Whoopzz i blew my own cover =X

Anyways,
The point isss.
I DIDN'T KNEW MY HAIRSTYLE SUCK.
Cos it's created after so many years T.T
After form 2 and form 3 plus so many toools to make it,
I thought it was nice T.T

And i purposely made it special,
Got side fringe.
But i didn't know it was ugly all the time... T.T
DOES MY HAIRSTYLE REALLY SUCK ?!?!
Plsss tell me the truth.... ='(

Why do i kept getting pissed ?

Grrr.
I almost got pissed all the way today.
Finally i decided to go back to dance tomorrow.
But now,
I DON'T.
But i wanna go lah,
Cos i might have a chance to see contestants from So You Think You Can Dance =/
Someone give me advice plsss ? = =


Pfft.
I just got pissed again.
Nvmmm.

Hmphhh.
Great,
Now everyone is ignoring me.
I'm on9 but NO ONE is talking to me.


GREATTTT.
I just received a frickin chain letter.
Die in 3 days ?
DIE LAH, DIE LAH.
Come find me and kill me quick.
Whatever ghost you are.
Whatever time at midnight you'll come and find me.
I might be busy sleeping.
Well sorryy to disappoint youu.

Anywayss,
I 'm DYINGG to go out during holidayss.
i know it's still long to go,
And like,
Exam is going on and i'm not suppose to think about this.
But i can't resisit lah T.T
And alsoo,
It's been LONG and like,
REALLY LOONNGGGG since the last time i went My Fitness.
I'm getting fat again T.T
So much for eating less and all the exercises !!!

I didn't eat anything for dinner.
I'm still damn full from the things i ate this afternoon.
We went Sakae Sushi for lunch.
Including Mommy, Daddy, Me, muy 2nd bro & eldest bro =D
It's been long since the lsat time we went shopping complex together,
So i was kinda happy =]
Anyways about the lunch,
I kinda ate TOO MUCH until i don't have any appetite to eat just now.
I tapau-ed my dinner and then i told my father to eat it.
But it's good also lah,
A chance for me to go on diet =D
Anywayss,
It's Mother's Day tomorrow !!
I was planning to buy something for Mommy today at The Curve.
But i didn't know what to buy.
Hmmm.
It's not like i have enough money to buy Osim =_=
Plus,
We already have the Osim U-Squeeze.
My 2 elder brothers and cousin bought for mommy.
Haha =D
Ughhh.
Nothing else to say.
Sorry for the boring post = =
Bye guys..

Everyone is going through problems, yeppp.

Hello everyone,
These few days i was kinda emo.
And having exams and all.
Made it worsstt.

Anywayss,
My aunty went back to Ipoh.
=(
Me and my mom are both sad,
LoL.
Haha.

My 2nd bro said sumthin mean today,
I was so pissed.
I nearly pushed the table.
I talked to my mom after that.
And my mom supports me =]
She said i didn't do anythin wrong,
Glad that finally she think i'm right =]

Starting from monday it's gonna be hell.
ALL the Science subjects and my biggest fear,
ADD MATHS.

Anyways,
I was talking to Best Friend Dead Hamster about someone 2day,
We both felt the same about him.
I think i really can't hang around with him anymore.
He's too much lah.
When he is in a bad mood he won't even wanna tiu youu.
And he wants attention badly when he is in a bad mood.
I don't really wanna care now,
Pfft.
And also,
He thinks he's the only person who's goin through things and thought that every fricking person in this world is having a great life peacefully while he's the only SPECIAL person who has drama to go through everyday.
Well sorry but you're wrong.
Everyone is having a hard time.
In all kinds of things.
But it's just a part of life.
So we can't do anythin,
We'll just have to go through it.
So stop thinking that you're the most special person in the world who's going through LOTSSSS of problem.
Ughhh.
You won't be reading this anyway,
Cos you don't even care about me =.="

Oh yeah,
I bet you're not gonna care abt me and Best Friend Dead Hamster anymore since now you're great with your best friend againnn.
Pooooooooooooooff.

Nightmare.

I have a nightmare few days ago...
Well..
Yeah i guess you cann call it that.

Well anyways,
I'll start the story from few weeks ago...

So few weeks ago,
My aunt (mom's elder sister) came to visit us,
She stayed here also.
She's really nice.
She cook well,
And she does everything that's good for us.
And i always feel bad for her cos,
Since she came here,
She's been doin everything in the house,
Like chores, cooking, yada yada.
And she's actually here to have fun,
Not to be our maid.
But i guess the people in our house got a little overreacted.
So yeah,
I still help her do everything... =D

Anyways,
That day,
I had the dream that she was leaving,
I woke up immediately.
And thank god it's a dream..
Well anyways,
2 or 3 days ago,
She told me that she might be going back this Friday,
Goin to Ipoh..
LoL,
I was shocked..
Seems like the dream IS true.
Anyways,
She's gonna live there for quite some time so the next time we met is gonna be long...
Anyways,
I think she's gonna work over there.
Well she's 50+ this year,
And she still always go here and there to work.
Like the last place she went and stayed there to work was Singapore,
And now she wants to go Ipoh to work.
LoL,
She said she cannot stop working,
Cos that's like,
A part of her life.
But i don't really want her to work,
Cos she's old edi,
And her bones also not good edi,
Always here pain there pain.
See her lidat also heart pain lah... =(
Well anyways,
Since she wants to go Ipoh,
I cannot do anything also lor...
Just hope that she'll be successful and life isn't gonna be too hard for her.
She deserve a great life =D
Love youuu, Yi Ma (cantonese) =D

Stalker =S

I'm a stalkerr.
Noooooooooooo !!!!
I realized,
I stalk that person everytime i saw that person.
And i kinda go crazyy.
LOL!!
Hahahahaha stalk is kinda fun too though xD!!!

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Click on the link and see whatis your blog rated xD

And this is my blog =DDD

LoL,

I knoww

What a healthy blog... xD

Well see what happens when i entered Trisha's blog..

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-empty-

Hey everyone.
It's Monday 2day,
And as expected,
Every1 was expecting that 2 new guys.
But they didn't appear the whole morning,
Until after rehat only they appeared = =
I didn't see him though.
Jia Meng & my classmates went to see them,
They said they're not leng chai AT ALL and i'm better,
Wooo xD!!

LOL,
I haven't seen their face yet lah,
So i hope it's true,
Hahahahah =D

Anyways,
There's this Educational Fair todayy in school.
There's those colleges and courses for you to choose and think about it.
Well i didn't know what i had in mind.
So Trisha came over and told me sumthin called "Performing Arts".
Which i haven't even heard of =_=
I barely know a thing about it.

Anywhos,
I saw Christle there,
My ex Latin Dance partner.
You can see i spend most of the time talking to someone who's working there and yeah she's the gurl = =
Anyways,
We talked about dancing so much.
LoL.
And she actually kinda raised my passion for dancing again.
Well cos recently,
My passion for dancing's like,
Low.
And i don't even bother to dance anymore.
But i guess,
She changed my mind.
Now i wanna dance also,
But i don't dare to go back,
I'm afraid of criticisms and lack of confidence..
So I'll think about it some other time...

Anyways,
I passed by the Air Hostess thingy.
And it's for guys also lah but i dunno what's it called for the guys = =
Air sumthin sumthin ?
Whatever =_=
Anyways,
When i passed by that 3 fella there,
They were like whispering and said,
"This guy's appearance very smart, call him lah ok ?"
Then they gave me a paper and asked me if i was interested.
And i answered the funniest thing ever xD

Gurl : Are you interested ?

Spell : I wanna be a singer.

Gurl & Co-Workers : *Burst out in laughter and laughs out loud*

LOL,
Even i laughed.
So i went away.
And a minute after that,
I went back.
And they said..

Gurl : I thought you wanna be a singer ?

Spell : Yah, i "ngam ngam" pass by only.

Gurl : Ohhh, come here.

And they kinda pulled me to sit down and started explaining.
And they're like,
Giving me forms to fill in and all.
Like wth ? LOL.
Anyways,
That gurl's name was Winnie.
LOL.
She said,
"Maybe when you're on board, you might see some artists or their managers and then they see your talent ?"
LOL,
She's just kinda joking around lah.
But i think it's kinda fun also =D
And she said,
"You got the looks, the height, and you can talk quite well also, you're totally qualified for this, you should really consider about it."
And started talking talking talking.
And they have this weight thingy.
Like for your height,
They have a limit.
And for my height,
I was OVERWEIGHT.
T.T
I'm trying my best now ohkayy,
I'll achieve it soon =(

So yeah,
I kinda got interested in it too.
It IS a choice after all.
Also,
There doesn't seem to have other choices for me =.="
Designing,
I SUCK at drawing.
Business and Marketing,
I don't have the business brain =.="
Accounts,
I didn't even learn that before...
Mass communication,
I don't really understand the whole thing..

And of course my main ambition is to be a singer lah,
So all these is sub i guess ? =D

Exam is starting tomorrow,
I barely studied =(
Hope everything goes well lah,
Sighz...

Not feelin' good...

Hey everyone.
I'm okayy edi,
Don't worry =D (i know no one's worry-ing but i'm just trying to make it like there is =_=)
Anyways,
I went to school for the Chinese Society activity today.
I teamed up with Sakai they all.
It was fun =D
We got 3rd place..
Haha,
Actually we were aiming for 1st but dunno why we lost at the final 2 rounds.
The first 3 rounds we were winning like godknowshow =_+"
Anyways,
At least we still got 3rd lah =D
Waiting they all got 2nd.
Ughh =.="

Oh yeah,
When i reached school today.
Yong Wei told me that 2 "hot guys" are coming to our school on MONDAYY.
OmG =.="
But according to Carolyn & Xiao Wei,
They say they're not-SO leng chai,
Okok only =.="
And they say Ching Yee's taste suck xD =X!!

Ok so i really hope they're not that great xD

Sooo anyways,
I'm still thinking should i return to Latin Class.
Everytime i go there i feel more UNconfidence.
The Silver class is okayy lah.
But the technique class is too stress and scary =(
Like,
Almost everyone in the class can do it,
But i kept thinking i did it wrong,
Even if i didn't lah.
And i just feel that my standard and those KIDS in my class' standard are kind of far.
They're like PROS =.="
I just felt like i'm in a whole different level compare to them lah.
Sigh.
I might...
Give up.

Yeah i know,

I should think about it.. =(
Should i stick on to singing ?
Or continue dancing also...
Sigh...

I've just got emo.. =.="

Well...
There was family issues few days ago...
Not family issues i guess.
It's just problems that occured between me and my parents...
My father got kinda angry...
And shouted at me..
Yeah....

I wasn't frustrated,

I'm...
Disappointed..

Disappointed that they didn't believed me...
And judged me wrongly...

I can't say i'm not in fault...

Well because...

I have my part too..

I could've express it in another way..

But i just don't like the way that ppl think my attitude towards everyone is the same..

I don't treat everyone the same,

I don't handle things samely to everyone.

If my attitude towards you is like this.
Doesn't mean it's the same towards other people..

I think,

I'm a different person compared to everyone else.

I can be a completely & totally different person when i'm dealing with someone else.

Even though i might be like this at home,

I'm a different person outside.

People say,

The way you are at home will eventually affect the way you are in public,

You're personality can't be changed,

Cos that's the way you are..

To me, this sentence doesn't make sense,

Cos it doesn't happen on me.

I treat everyone differently...

And to strangers,

I'm a completely different person with totally different attitude.

At home,

I'm the defensive type,

Who defend for myself when anything about me isn't right.

But in public,

Including strangers.

I won't defend.
I will choose to let them discover the truth theirselves.

And also,

I might just accept the critics and say thank you.
Cos i can't change the way they think about me.

If i have to stop and scold everyone of them.
Then i'm gonne be damn busy,

And there's gonna be like tons of people i have to scold,

And it might even get worst.

So i choose to take it differently in public.

But for families,

I try my best to explain & defend for myself.

Because they're the ones who truly udnerstands me.

I don't blame them if they don't believe in me.

I will let time prove everything.

I just hope they could change the way they think about me..

And the way they think that i can't handle the public..

It's just..
Wrong..

Because i truly believe i can..

I'm a person who knows how to change depends on the situation.

But saying whatever or explaining it now will just get worse.

I'll just let time prove everything...

Booo =(

Hey everyone.
I was emo this whole day.
Because something bad happened to me yesterday night...
Yeah...
Anyways,
Things got even WORSTT in school.

Anyways,
We did the dunno wad test thingy,
See yur weight and height one.
Ughhh.
I know i damn fat,
And i think i'm the last one who weigh.
And everyone came over and was like "Spellman, Spellman, Spellman!!"
Like OMG.
Anyways,
I stood up and at first it was my normal weight.
Suddenly,
It went up to 90+..
100+...
120+!!!!
LIKE WTFFFF!!!
I dunno is that thing sumthin wrong or there's actually someone stepping on it to make me heavier =.="
Anyways,
Chin Thong measured my height too.
Bugger him,
Tak tahu measure go simply help ppl do.
He say i only 175.5.
LIKE EXCUSEE MEEE,
I'M AT LEAST 177 OWHKAYY ??
And when teacher help him measure,
He's 182 =.="
Like wtf,
I don't see much difference between me and him.
I don't even think i'm shorter than him,
And we're 7 CM DIFFERENCE ?!?!?!
>=(
Whatever.

After that,
It was BM.
And rumours started spreading.
Everyone was asking me,
"Spellman, i heard ppl say when you stepped on the weighing machine, it straightaway went up to 100 sumthin woh !!"
I was sooo pissed.
Even Ying Jie asked me that.
She don't even believe me,
Ugh =.="

After that,
It was recess already.
I didn't eat,
Went straight for duty.
and went benteng after that.
And Chiou Hwa came to me excitedly and asked,
"Spellman!! You got see that leng chai or not ?? Neh that 2 leng chai Yong Wei's talking about wan ahh. They came !!! Just now i saw them near the office, damn leng chai weyhh !!!"
At first i got kinda excited and wanna see also.
But i DON'T wanna see them anymore.
Cos Yong Wei said they're from Science Class.
And they're from Desa Perdana,
The suckyy schooool =X
So most probably will be in our class lor.

And if they ARE in our class,
That means they're gonna snatch away my FAME.
NO MOREEEE T.T
Next time when ppl say,
"Who most leng chai in 4F ah ? Neh that 2 fella lor !!!"

And once again,
Spellman became a nobody just like he is during form 1.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I worked so hard to get up to this position after so damn long,
I'm not gonna let them ruin it just by entering my classs T.T

Anyways,
I'm okayy now,
Cos i heard dunno who say they're in Account Class wan,
LOL xD

But i'm still not happie,
Ching Yee said,
"They're more leng chai than EVERYONE in our school!!"

Whatever.
I don't care anymore.
Come then come lah,
Thought our school won't catch hair,
Later you'll know x)
Muahahahahaha !!!!

Anyways,
Wish me luck,
I'm still on diet and on the way of becoming a starrr xD
Bbyezzz~ =D

My Darlinggg =D

Hi everyone.

I'm here to introduce my darling =D

*laughs happily*

Well,

I met my darling few days before Chinese New Year.

I still remember the first time we met was in Sungai Wang.. =D

And i fell in love on the second we met.

I guess this is called Love At First Sight ?

Haha =D

Anyways,

We've been loving each other for 2 and a half months already.

Even though throughout these 2 months,

There're dramas.
People trying to snatch you,

Blah blah.

But in the end we're still good =D

I love you so much darling !!!

You're there for me when I was emo.

You're there for me when i was bored to cheer me up.. =D

Thanks alot darling,
Hope you'll never give up on me kayy ?

And always be healthy.... =]

I present you alll...

My darling.. =D