2008 =]

I guess this is also the year of ups and downs for me.
It wasn't too bad and it wasn't great either.

Hmmm.

I got in the class i wanted,
So I'm happy =]
And this year in class was really fun becos most of the time we were playing = ="
Also,
This year is also the first year that my class was actually co-operative and everyone in class blended and mixed with each other =D
Like last year,
My class is separated into lots of small groups =.="
It doesn't look like a class anymore,
And there's always ppl who dislike each other.

But this year,
This doesn't really happen and it's a great thing =]
And also,
We wont the Lagu Patriotik Competition =D
Thanks to everyone in our class who cooperates =]

Besides being in a great class.
I think the things I've achieved this year is also something that I've never accomplished in the past few years of my secondary school life =]
I got pose in Photography Club,
And later on,
Interact Club =]
And also the best club in the school,
Chinese Society =D

I'm very looking forward to the Chinese Society one because I know I'm gonna learn lots of stuffs.
The pose I got is one of the important roles i guess.
It's to organise events for Chinese Society.
And since Chinese Society is well-knowned for having great events,
I hope that I can keep up their good work and great record and I'll be able to organise an event greatly and succesfully =]
I believe i can do this job well.
I have tons of ideas in my mind now,
Just waiting for people to say "Yes."
I'll try my best to convince the upper ones of my ideas.
So,
I hope everyone will be looking forward to the events organised by Chinese Society also =D

Besides that,
I also achieved a great level and recognized by others in singing =D
This year,
I was invited to perform for most of the events organised by the school, Chinese Society etc.
To sing =D
And i also achieved a great result in the Chinese Singing Competition.
I managed to went into the finals.
And even though I didn't win during the finals,
It didn't matter to me.
Because I was complimented by someone else.
Someone who is in the music industry.
I don't need some stupid music centre's teachers and principal to acknwowledge me.
Someone in the music industry stands an even bigger place.
So the placing doesn't matter to me.
Because i know i have already won =D
When they are announcing the results and everyone was screaming for my name.
To be honest,
All i heard was my name,
I didn't heard anyone else's name.
So basicly,
That's already enough for me cos i know i'm already the champion in the audience's heart =D
I hope i can keep up the good work next year too =]

Besides the good things.
There're also bad things that happened =(
Like getting bad results in exam.
Teachers disliking me.
And also the one thing that i worked hard for a year.
Well not only this year..
I've also worked hard for it last year and finally,
I was given the chance to make it happen.
But in the end i lost it cos of them...

This year,
I worked hard again.
I really wanted it.
I told myself,
"Be prepared to lose the chance."

So i thought i won't have any feelings even if i lost it.

But as time passes..
The "be prepared" thought fades too.
I think I got confident that i'm able to obtain it.
It's not that i love fame or whatever.
To me,
That's the pride,
The trust ppl has in you.

And soon,
I was given an even better chance.
To be brought up to an even higher position.
Everyone thought I could obtain it.
Including the people who helped me and chose me.

But in the end...

.......

What happens last year happens again.
The new "them".
People who helped me lost power.
And the next thing I know,
I wasn't involved in anything.
I don't hate them.
Just...
I was expecting something.
But it just didn't come.
I'm not involved in anything so I'm feeling that the disappointment is gonna come again..
But..
I still kept my will strong,
I believe that I will obtain it.
The hardwork will NOT be wasted.

As time passes by.
It's still not announced yet.
It's being delayed.
And the truth is,
It has not been announced at all.
But it has been decided already.
One day in school.
I think it was the last day in school.
I finally found out..
I guess me and him is the only one who found out.
So basicly,
It's still not announced but we found out by accident..
I was disappointed.
I was sad.
I was upset..
I stood there looking at it.
Then i walked away.
I didn't want anyone to know that i was bothered.
So i walked to somewhere no one is and i stood there.
With the whole disappointed feel.
And I have to smile to everyone to pretend to be happy.
My heart's crippled by the vein,
That I keep on closing..
=(

Anyways,
I tried to put that aside.
Try not to think about it.
And all of a sudden,
Another problem came.
The Genting Trip was postponed.
My mood was changed from sad to angry.
But i guess that's a good thing also ? = ="
I called so many people.
You have no idea.
I called Wei Tein,
Who's supposed to be in charge.
And then Leon, Jia Meng, Carolyn,
SO many people.
And I even called the travel agency =.="
And at last,
I had an idea of going to school to work things out with Puan Koh and ask her what's really happening.
Everyone supports me,
But all of them just supports me and they just waited at home for the results =.="
So basicly Leon was the only one who's willing to go with me and discussed bout what we're gonna say and all -.-
Sigh.
It was a total lost.
We don't even wanna care anymore.
Delay then delay lah,
Wait few more months won't die =.="

The outings this year was also fun =D
So are the school trips and events.
IU Day, Photography Competition, Singing Competition, Mooncake Festival, Class Sivik Project Trip,
It's really fun =]

Hope there's more trip next year.. xD
But I don't think it'll be possible becos it's SPM next year =(
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So overall,
This year was average.
Which is ok becos at least it's not an awful year =]

New Year Resolutions :
-Get alot alot better results ><
-Be a better person =D
-Achieve something even greater in singing x)
-Make more friends =]

Looking forward to :
-Genting Trip =D!!
-StarCruise SuperStar Virgo Trip xD!!
-Photography Competition
-Singing Competition =]
-IU Day
-Moving to Seri Petaling =]
-Everything else xD

Haha.
Anyways i guess that's all.
We're gonna go for countdown for New Year Eve at Fung Soon's house xD
LOL!!
I'm really looking forward to it..
Hope it'll turn out great this time =]
I'll stop here guyss.
Bye =D