Break break break !!!

Oh gosh.
Finally another break during exam = ="
And we still have 3 more subjects to go..
Chemistry, Physics & Add Maths.
HARD T_T
I hope I can still survive it cos I don't wanna die...

Anyways,
We had Sejarah yesterday and I guess I did kinda badly.
But oh well..
I was so eager to go sing k and I didn't know who to find last minute.
So I asked LiKuen to come and find me after school.
And I asked her if she wanna go sing k with me and she said ok XD
Woo!!
So yeah I hanged with ShuYee they all for awhile for discussing something then I went home to bath after that.

When I reached home.
I saw the Gen 2 at there and my mom wasn't home.
So I had the idea of driving to Carrefour =X
So after bathing and everything,
I gave my mom a call and asked her if I could drive to Carrefour and i tried very hard to convince her and at last she allowed XD
So yeah,
I picked LiKuen up and we headed to Carrefour.
Seriously it's so scary especially when driving in the busy road like Carrefour T_T
I kena horn once =X
Then after that i drove into the parking lot and I was abit lost and suddenly I TER-entered a dead end and I PANIC-ED cos I didn't have enough place to turn my car around to drove out.
Then LiKuen said,
"LISTEN TO ME !!!!! Make your car straight first, then only straightaway reverse out."

And I'm like "OH YAH"
LOL.
It seems like she's the one with the license LOL.
Anyways we found a space and I parked in.
At first it was not straight and it was too close with the car beside.
So i tried hard to reverse out and parked again and OMG IT'S STRAIGHT XD!!
I should have took a picture of it =X
LOL.

Hahaha so after that we proceeded to Ebox and start singing.
I sang non-stop AGAIN for few hours and suddenly,
There was this aunty who works there.
She's always wiping the door window and sweeping the floor around.
At first she was just passing by my room and just sweeping.
But suddenly she stopped at our room and just standing there.
Obviously she was stunned by my singing =X
LOLL.
Then for 10 minutes,
She just stood there and listen only.
LOL.
Then after that I continued singing songs and she kept pretending to pass by our room few times to wipe the door it was so fake XD
But I didn't mind cos someone was enjoying my singing so much LOL!!!
So yeah we left at 6.15 and i fetched Li Kuen home.

Wanted to bring baby Carol for a ride but she refused to cos she said she haven't bath and she looked like shit = ="
So nvm lor I just head home after that.
And the second i stepped out from the car,
She asked me to give her the key cos she wanna go out.
LOL.

So yeah,
After that,
Leon msged me suddenly and asked if I wanna go pasar malam.
So I said ok and he said he'll msg me when he reached = ="
So I went to pasar malam with baby Carol first XD
And as usual,
We walked blindly and pointless-ly.
LOL.

After that they've reached and they had dinner while me and Carol went to somewhere else to walk.
After everything is done,
Leon suggest to go FungSoon's house to chat LOL.
Carol didn't wanna follow so we walked her back home and see her cute dogs.

And we walked to FungSoon's house.

We went to his room and we started bursting secrets and we promised that only 5 of us may know =X
And we chatted alot with ShinMei,
ShinMei's the main character of the day XD
LOL.

Anyways we went back home during 11 sumthin.
So yeah I went back home and slept =D

Today,
Woke up late today so I missed tuition =X
And I'm going to shopping later for my jacket at People's XD!!
OMGOMGOMG FORGET ABOUT CHEMISTRYPHYSICSADDMATHS FIRST XDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=X

哭了...

Hello everyone.
Some of you might not know that Encik Siva left our school yesterday.
It was his last day yesterday.
Because he was promoted to be a lecturer at dunno where.
And yeah,
It was very sudden.
All of us was shocked and I bet till now,
Many people still don't know yet because only little was pressent yesterday.

Anyways,
He's a nice guy.
Just that he's always very serious.
And not that good of a history teacher =X
But still,
He's a teacher in our school who contributed and he deserves some respect and credits =]
So yeah,
Even though I'm not very close with him,
I'm still sad to say goodbye to this teacher who backs the PrefectorialBoard up everytime when things happens.
Goodbye Mr. Siva =)

Also,
Before Mr. Siva left.
He gathered the prefects together and announced the next Head Prefect.
Through out his whole speech,
It's as if the result was already announced.
Well actually,
ALL the while,
We already know the results since there's only one person among them who can carry this heavy baggage and handle everything.
And everyone was already expecting the results they expected.
But somehow,
Before he announced the results,
I already got a feeling that it's not gonna be like how we expected.
And then he finally announced that it's ZhanSheng.
Most people were shocked.
But I bet everyone was the same as me,
They were still ok and satisfied with it.
I wasn't very sure if the decision he made was right for the whole day.
But I went back home and I thought about it.
And for the first time,
I actually thought the things he said were right.
She can be his good helper to help him throughout the year next year and I bet everything will turn out great next year =D

Anyways,
It hasn't been a good day for me.
A gloomy Saturday.
Yeah,
That's how I can describe it.

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What do you know ?
You guys only know how to complain bout me behind my back and said that i'm a demanding person and ddly person and an easily offended person and said i don't know how to care about what others think.
I know there's more.
Please don't think i don't know when you complain bout me,
If you want,
Do it on my face.
What the fuck do you know ?
I don't care bout what others think ?
Who's the one who came out and tried to cheer ppl up but was rejected and was the only one who was always the one who everyone kept secrets from ?
I DO care about my friends.
I'm NOT happy when my precious friends are sad.
Seeing them sad doesn't makes me feel good.
And so what if I always see you people's face that pisses people off ?
I didn't say a single word.
I tolerated with the reason,
"Maybe they're in a bad mood, hope everything will be fine for them.."
It's okay if you all don't tell me anything.
I'm fine with it.
Everyone has their own privacy.
But please,
I don't wanna be the last one to know.
Cos this shows how weak is the bond between us.
I know,
I ddly right ?
Never care bout other people's feelings right ?
Well once again,
WHAT ABOUT YOU ?
ANSWER this question.
DID YOU CARED ABOUT MY FEELINGS BEFORE ?
NO.
That's the reason why I'm always emo and sad.
I felt lonely.
I was drifted far apart.

Well maybe you think you did,
But sorry,
It doesn't help.

Keep a distance.

Hey everyone.
So yeah today was the LaguPatriotik Competition and it was okay lah,
Most important is the process not the results =]
But I think we can get good results too =D
And to those who wanna give sohai comments,
Please fuck off or else you will make me hate you more =)

Also,
Recently I'm very pissed and annoyed with everyone.
And I seriously mean EVERYone.
Especially my friends.
So please realise that I'm fucking pissed at you all recently and please don't ask the reason cos if I state it,
It'll be fucking long and it'll make things worse.
All the names that is NOT mentioned,
Means I don't wanna talk to you all.
So don't bother to approach me on Saturday & Sunday cos I need time to cool down.
Don't make me end up scolding you.

People who I really love so much and will always be my loved ones :
-Everyone in my class, 5F =]
Thank you all for being such great classmates and I'm really happy and grateful to be in the same class with all of you on my last year of high school =D
-Everyone in 5E.
For being such great neighbours all the while =D
Lastly,
-MayYen.
Which is the only one who bothers to care about me among all the other people. Love you lots! =]

You all not happy with me and wanna bitch bout me,
Go ahead.
It shows that you all are such failure as a friend.