Happy CNY !!! =D

Hello everyone.
Happy CNY !!
I'm expecting alot from this CNY..
Things might not go well,
I know.

And maybe it doesn't even matter to them.
But also,
1 sentence can change everything.
It can change how I feel and my mood.
I was disappointed.

But in the end..
Surprisingly,
She was the one who told me.
Which I was shocked cos I never know she would be the one telling me that.
I was touched =]
I'm glad that you told me that..
It meant alot to me..
I promise to treat you differently darling xD

And to the others who didn't even bother my existence,
Suit yourself.
Especially you and you.
Once again I expected alot but all i get was just waitings.
I know it sounds childish.
But whatever.
I'm not happy.
In the eve of CNY..

But still,
I wish everyone a wonderful Chinese New Year.. =]

Heheeeeee =D

Hello everyone.
Chinese New Year is coming in less than 24 hours,
Be excited =D

Anyways,
I'm gonna update about my whole week.
This whole week was NOT BAD.
Not bad indeed.
It was an on okay week xD
Also,
During Add Maths and Moral class this week,
I realised my short-sightedness got worst.
Cos now I really can't see anything written on the whiteboard,
So I'm gonna get a pair specs this holiday =.="

Besides that,
I also screwed up during Perhimpunan =.="
This is like the WORSTT speech in my life T.T
I screwed up in almost everytime I talk.
I WISH IT WAS THURSDAY SO I COULD SPEAK IN ENGLISH LAH T.T
En. Karim was laughing so fucking loud,
You have no idea.
The minute i turned my head and saw his fugly turtle face,
I feel like punching him =.="
So what if your malay is so good,
You go other country speak malay see got ppl tiu you or not.
Come challenge me in english lah TIUU.
Always fucking shout with the mic,
No respect for the mic.
And he thought he's like one of the best emcees in the world,
Making that stupid slang when he's speaking english.
Your english is not that great,
Not at all.
Come teach us english lah,
Stop speaking MALAY.
LOSERR TURTLE!! (Not you Kui Seong xD)

Anyways,
I'm kinda excited for Chinese New Year =P
And for now,
I'm saving money for Zhang Hui Mei's concert ><
I still can't find anyone to go with me x(
But I think I have the right person in mind who will go with me..
So I'll ask her later =]

Oh yeah,
I went shopping with Leon and Fung Soon yesterday.
It was such a FAILURE =.="
I walked for 5 hours and I only bought 1 shirt.
Seriously I can't seem to get anything there..
I have no idea how Leon found that nice shirt = ="
And so jealous of Fung Soon's shoe !!
I'm not gonna go Sunway for shopping anymore -.-"
Besides shopping,
We also watched Underworld 3 xD
The movie was great !!
Even though I didn't watch 1 & 2 =.="
I LOVEE the vampire girl.
She's damn cool when she's fighting xD!!

Anyways,
I'm really into the whole Underworld story now.
I'm browsing through google to know more about it xD
I'm gonna watch 1 & 2 again soon x]

I'm going to have dinner at home tonight.
Then we go to grandma's house.
Means we're not having a reunion dinner but only a reunion ><
Cos apparently,
Grandma is very old edi and my father and uncles don't wanna mafan her to cook for us..
So we all eat by ourselves then we go visit her =D

Anyways,
I guess I'll stop here.
I'll update again some other time =]
Hope I can get lots and lots of ang paus and saved enough money for Zhang Hui Mei's Concert.. xD

p/s : Please call me along to go bai nin =X

Aiks ><

Hello everyone.
Sorry for the late update.
Also,
I'm not gonna update bout Genting cos I don't have the time =(
So I'll just update bout what happened last week..
Sorry guys ><>Thursday.
Which is the FIRST meeting for the Rumah Sukan.
This year,
Bendahara gathered at the Old Canteen.
Maybe cos we have more ppl this year =.="
And then the meeting started.
The teacher asked for nominations for Captain.
Those malay & indian guys were making noise and suddenly,
Satia & Fauzi came out.
The teachers were waiting for another calon.
And so suddenly,
Kin Lup raised his hand and said,
"Saya Chong Kin Lup dari 5E mencalonkan Spellman."

I didn't heard what he said at first,
All i heard was Puan Norliza shouted my name all of a sudden and i was like,
"WTF?!"
So the teachers asked all of us to introduce ourselves.
Without the speaker thingy.
Fauzi went first then Satia.
So then it was my turn,
So i said,
"Nama saya Spellman dari 5F"
And suddenly everyone cheered = ="
At that moment,
My mind was,
"Oh no, I don't wanna be the effin' captain T.T"

The teachers told us to go to the New Canteen while waiting for the people to vote.
When Puan Norliza said,
"Calon ketiga, Spellman."

Everyone "woo-ed" which i have no idea why = ="
So we went back to the Old Canteen and Puan Norliza announced,


Pn Norliza : Captain bagi Rumah Bendahara ialah SPELLMAN!!!

Spell : *OHNOPLEASE*

YES i was THAT upset T.T
I had 80+ votes while Satia had 10 votes and Fauzi had 3 votes =.="
Because i don't think i deserved it and I'm not even an athlete =.="
I'm more to the coming up with plans person T.T
I panic-ed but i didn't know what to do.
I've thought of telling the teacher i don't want it and maybe passed it on to Satia.
But I know it's impossible and maybe I'll just accept the challenge.
I REALLY hope I'll do a great job,
So ppl won't go saying,
"OmFg that sohai Bendahara Captain, FUCKING NOOOB!!"
T.T
So yeah,
I'm the Captain for Bendahara =.="
While Fung Soon is Captain for Temenggung.
And Leon is Vice Captain for Syahbandar.
LOLL.

Anyways,
Let's forget about that first,
I'll try to work it out =X

Soo,
Right after that day was the Genting Trip which is a super long story =X
And also the Registration for Cocuricculum.
To everyone,
If you guys can't join certain clubs because it's full,
Don't worry.
Just attend their first meeting.
Especially Photography Club & Chinese Society members.
When we have our meeting,
Just come and we will add your name in the list.
It's allowed,
This information if from Miss Vun =]
So don't be disappointed and just attend the meeting for the club that you want to join.
We welcome you =]

Anyways,
I'll update again some other time about this week.
And maybe Genting =X

Oh yeah did I mention ?
I shifted house.
I'm officially living in Sri Petaling now =D
The house is in a mess.
It's not like how we wanted it to be and also all the things are still messy and all and mommy is shouting at my maid everyday and kept saying how no one is helping her and she's the one that does everything.
That spoils my mood everyday.

Anyways,
I'll stop here.
I'll update soon.. =]

Genting =D

Hello everyone =D
The Genting Trip is this Friday and i'm soooo excited for it xD
I got pranked by Leon & Fung Soon yesterday saying that it postponed to Sunday =.="
And today,
I WAS PRANKED BY LEON, JIA MENG & SAKAI.
They both messaged me in the same time.
I was suspecting if it was a prank so i called Kei Yan & Wei Tein =.="
I was about to call Puan Koh too.
LOLL.
Kei Yan kept telling me they're pranking me = ="
And seems that the they ARE =.="
Grrr made me worried -.-"

Anyways,
School was okay today.
Not much happened.
We had Interact Meeting yesterday.
And we're gonna have lots of activities this year.
I'm still thinking of ways to raise more money for our club.
And i'm thinking of the same way Chinese Society did for all of their activities,
Look for sponsors.
I'm still working on it.
And i'm forcing Serena to use LESS money for the Treasure Hunt =.="
I just don't understand why she has to use so much money.
If i were the one doing it,
50 bucks is more more more than enough.
I won't let her take so much money,
That's the conclusion =X

Anyways,
Classes in school are kinda boring.
The only class that i want to attend is,
English Miss Liew, Sivik Pn Norliza, Modern Maths Pn Chew & Add Maths Pn Wan.
This year i'm very happy with Pn Wan cos when you listen,
You'll understand,
LOL.

While i'm not satisfied with the Malay Teacher, Pn Raihan.
Seriously,
I want Pn Raha back T.T
Even though Pn Raha only taught us for 3 days but i already know that she's damn good at teaching.
I actually UNDERSTAND and WANT to listen during BM Class.
I don't want Raihan T.T !!!

Anyways,
Back to this coming Friday.
I'm really excited for it XD!!
But also worried about sumthin at the same time..
Just hope everything goes well ><

Also,
Everyone is asking me what am i bringing and am i ready packing.
I felt weird becos all i'm bringing are just CLOTHES.
I don't see the need to bring anything else ?
Clothes, Money, Phone,
KAU TIM.
It's not a camp so don't have to bring so many stuffs like torchlight and all =.="
So yeah,
I'm just bringing clothes xD
Wahahaha.

Anyways,
There's nothing else for me to update anymore..
So I'll stop here =X
Thanks for reading guys =D
Bye.. x)

Back to school =]

Hello everyone.
We're back to the old school now.
And this year,
We're already form 5.
I feel so old ><
But one thing good about it,
Is you can boss around xD
While the bad thing is SPM T.T


Anyways,
School so far was not bad.
I'm sitting with Leon this year =D
It's fun xD
But it's also scary when he's pissed or annoyed..


Anyways,
I have a feeling this is gonna be a not-bad year.
Even though Ariff is still our Bio Teacher T.T
And Miss Renuka is no longer teaching us anymore =(
Instead,
Miss Liew is teaching us..
Which is a good thing i guess ? =D

Anyways,
I guess our class is finally changing.
We weren't as noisy as last time and we're actually listening this year.
Especially during Add Maths and Modern Maths.
Total silence.
LOL.

It's good thing xD

Oh yeah,
I forgot to mention sumthin important.
Everyone know the guy in our class who's the noisiest and always fooling around ?
Come on,
Guess harder.
The one who works at Carrefour Endah Parade selling phones.
LOLL.
Yup,
It's him,
Pooi How xD!!
At first I didn't believe it.
This few days he hadn't been noisy,
He's quiet.
And he actually DID his homework.
And during Modern maths today,
HE WENT UP TO TEACHER TO ASK QUESTIONS/MARK HIS HOMEWORK =.="
OMFG I WAS LIKE,
"WHAT THE FARKK WEYHH?!?!"

LOL!!!
But it's seriously a good thing.
I'm so proud of him and happy for him xD
Hope he'll maintain his hardwork and get superb results for SPM x)
Who knows,
Maybe he'll make everyone of us take back our words by getting a degree or diploma in business and launched his own new brand of phone.
LOLL!!!

Besides that.
Something funny happened in school.
Most of us dota-ed like nobody's business during the holiday.
And the first thing we learned after we're back in school.
Was AP.
LOLOLOLL!!!!!
I WAS LIKE,
"WTFF ?!?! WHAT'S NEXT ? AR ??"
LOLL!!
It was really funny,
When I thought i could finally forget about Dota,
It popped out again.
LOL!!
Hahahahaha.

Anyways,
That's all for school.
Now i'm updating a little something about someone. xD



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Lum Jia Meng !!!
Happy 17th Birthday Bao Bei !!!! XD!!
*picture taken from his birthday last year.


I hope you like the present that we bought for you xD
And also,
I hope it's gonna be a blast for your birthday next year =DD

Anyways,
We had lunch at Pizza Hut today to celebrate bao bei Jia Meng's bufday xD!!
People who went are Fung Soon, Leon, Jia Meng, Chee Kuan, Kei Yan, Me, Carolyn, Wei Hsiang & May Yen.
Ah Foong was suppose to come but she has to go to the hair saloon so she can't make it..


Anyways,
They went to Pizza Hut first while me and Kei Yan went there later cos i have Chinese Society Meeting & Kei Yan has Librarian Meeting.
So about 1 sumthin,
Me and Kei Yan walked to Pizza Hut.
When we reached there,
Only Fung Soon, Leon, Chee Kuan & Jia Meng was there.
Oh and I saw Sakai there too,
But on ANOTHER table with his gurl and 2 of her friends.
So basicly,
He's there to have lunch with his gurl but not us.
=.="


Anyways,
We ordered first,
Since May Yen, Carolyn & Wei Hsiang hadn't showed up yet.
So we ordered the new Pizza.
It was nicee =D

Then after awhile,
They came so they ordered their food and we ordered another pizza.
Blah blah.
LoL.

Then suddenly,
The 3 of them disappeared and suddenly they appeared again holding JM's birthday cake xD
It was soo sweet =DD
The cake was Chocolate Banana i think.
The cake was not bad.
But the top layer of chocolate was surprisingly nice =D
LoL.
Leon ate ALOTT of cake xD
And at last May Yen & Carolyn wants him to pay abit for the cake too,
LOLL.
But since I'm paying for him for the meal and all,
So i helped him for the cake also = ="
It's a treat,
So he doesn't have to give back xD!!

Anyways,
After finishing the cake and all,
Everyone went home.

After my mom came to fetch me,
She fetched me to the locksmith to change sumthin and then go to our new house.
It's almost done =D
But it wasn't really satisfying.
The gate's colour is weird = ="
It's too gold,
If it's slightly blacker,
It'll be perfect.
I didn't really went into the house,
I just looked from outside cos have to take off your shoes b4 you go in and i'm lazy so yeah,
I didnt went in =.="
It was okay lah.
It's alot better inside compared to before.
But the paint of the house is really weird T.T
It's not very perfect.
But oh well,
Just deal with it.

Anyways,
The Genting Trip is this coming Friday.
Like OmG,
So sudden right ???
The date is already confirmed,
But a part of me tells me that it's not gonna work out again.
Cos next Friday is a school day,
And to make things even worst,
The next day, which is Saturday,
Is the REPLACEMENT OF CNY.
And Friday is also the Registration for the Cocurriculums too =.="

So many things are going on so personally,
I don't really think it's gonna go on smoothly..

Oh well,
Just see what's gonna happen next week.
Hope it'll really turn out great =D
I guess I'll stop here,
Will update some other time =D
Bye guys =]

Once again, happy birthday JM XD!!

To MK, Sorry about today, I raised my voice and I was rude. I'm sorry for being rude, I crossed the line and i'm apologizing sincerely ><

=]

Hello everyone.
Today is the last day of holiday,
And tomorrow,
We have to go back to school =(
I'm excited for it but at the same time upset about it cos i'm still not ready for school yet =.="

Anyways,
This holiday,
I guess i was just wasting my time staying at home playing Dota =.="
And I promised myself that I would stop Dota when school starts (or maybe play less =X)
Now that i think of it,
I didn't spend my holiday properly =(
But it's okay,
I still have time =D

Anyways,
I have lots of things that I wanna achieve this year,
I hope everything can be successful =[
And with SPM and all going on,
It's gonna be really hard to spend time doing on it..
Like IU Day (I hope we're still having it this year), Chinese Singing Competition ><

I also hope that we will have better teachers this year =.="
Keep the GOOD teachers and throw the BAD teachers away !!

GOOD ONES.
-Miss Sim
-Miss Nee
-Miss Renuka
-Miss Vun (LOL)
-Chinese Teacher (OmFg WTF i 4got her name =.=")

BAD ONES.
ALL the others one whom i never mention especially
-Mr Ariff
-Puan Zuraini
-Puan Hasliza
-Moral Teacher (which i don't even know her name)
-Puan Wan Hazizah =.=" (great heart but annoying at times)

There's one more teacher actually.
Puan Zuraidah. (AKA Broccoli)
She's actually listed as the good ones i guess,
But sadly,
She's moving to antoher school starting this year =(
And we're not able to see her anymore..
She's not bad actually,
Just that when she's in her bad mood, (time of the month MAYBE =X)
She just simply scold people and gets impatient.
But she's still a good teacher cos she force the students who got bad results to sit in front and listen to her xD
LOL.

Also,
I know some of the teachers are gonna change for sure.
Like Miss Renuka.
90% that she won't be teaching us anymore.
Most probably it's gonna change to Miss Liew or Miss Faridah I guess..
I'm gonna miss her x(
She's the best english teacher i ever had in my whole life =D
Her class is NEVER boring.
UNLESS,
Her mood is bad again. (time of the month again i guess LOL =X)
She's really funny.
Jia Meng and Leon would always say some funny things and make her laugh and continued the topic all day long.
And also how she love and praised Pooi How so much cos he always does her homework which made her so touched,
LOL!!!

And also the times when she made our class more interesting.
Like having the debate thing going on.
Our team vs Serena's team. (See how it's black an we can't see the word? LOLL!!!! XD!!)
LOLL.

And also the time when her class had already end but the teacher for the next class hadn't come yet.
So she asked Pooi How to come over to her table and asked him which phone is good and the price.
LOL.
And then everyone started gathering around her and showing their phones to her and ask her if that's good.
LOLL = ="

Those were really great and fun times =D
I really hope Miss Renuka can still teach us this year..
I'm sure it's gonna be really fun like last year =D

And also,
The principal of our school.
We still have no idea who's gonna be our principal =.="
Hopfully it's a chinese lah..
Or a malay with a really open mind xD
LOL.

Haha anyways,
I guess that's all for now.
I will update again some other time.. =]
Bye guys !!
Stay tuned~

2008 =]

I guess this is also the year of ups and downs for me.
It wasn't too bad and it wasn't great either.

Hmmm.

I got in the class i wanted,
So I'm happy =]
And this year in class was really fun becos most of the time we were playing = ="
Also,
This year is also the first year that my class was actually co-operative and everyone in class blended and mixed with each other =D
Like last year,
My class is separated into lots of small groups =.="
It doesn't look like a class anymore,
And there's always ppl who dislike each other.

But this year,
This doesn't really happen and it's a great thing =]
And also,
We wont the Lagu Patriotik Competition =D
Thanks to everyone in our class who cooperates =]

Besides being in a great class.
I think the things I've achieved this year is also something that I've never accomplished in the past few years of my secondary school life =]
I got pose in Photography Club,
And later on,
Interact Club =]
And also the best club in the school,
Chinese Society =D

I'm very looking forward to the Chinese Society one because I know I'm gonna learn lots of stuffs.
The pose I got is one of the important roles i guess.
It's to organise events for Chinese Society.
And since Chinese Society is well-knowned for having great events,
I hope that I can keep up their good work and great record and I'll be able to organise an event greatly and succesfully =]
I believe i can do this job well.
I have tons of ideas in my mind now,
Just waiting for people to say "Yes."
I'll try my best to convince the upper ones of my ideas.
So,
I hope everyone will be looking forward to the events organised by Chinese Society also =D

Besides that,
I also achieved a great level and recognized by others in singing =D
This year,
I was invited to perform for most of the events organised by the school, Chinese Society etc.
To sing =D
And i also achieved a great result in the Chinese Singing Competition.
I managed to went into the finals.
And even though I didn't win during the finals,
It didn't matter to me.
Because I was complimented by someone else.
Someone who is in the music industry.
I don't need some stupid music centre's teachers and principal to acknwowledge me.
Someone in the music industry stands an even bigger place.
So the placing doesn't matter to me.
Because i know i have already won =D
When they are announcing the results and everyone was screaming for my name.
To be honest,
All i heard was my name,
I didn't heard anyone else's name.
So basicly,
That's already enough for me cos i know i'm already the champion in the audience's heart =D
I hope i can keep up the good work next year too =]

Besides the good things.
There're also bad things that happened =(
Like getting bad results in exam.
Teachers disliking me.
And also the one thing that i worked hard for a year.
Well not only this year..
I've also worked hard for it last year and finally,
I was given the chance to make it happen.
But in the end i lost it cos of them...

This year,
I worked hard again.
I really wanted it.
I told myself,
"Be prepared to lose the chance."

So i thought i won't have any feelings even if i lost it.

But as time passes..
The "be prepared" thought fades too.
I think I got confident that i'm able to obtain it.
It's not that i love fame or whatever.
To me,
That's the pride,
The trust ppl has in you.

And soon,
I was given an even better chance.
To be brought up to an even higher position.
Everyone thought I could obtain it.
Including the people who helped me and chose me.

But in the end...

.......

What happens last year happens again.
The new "them".
People who helped me lost power.
And the next thing I know,
I wasn't involved in anything.
I don't hate them.
Just...
I was expecting something.
But it just didn't come.
I'm not involved in anything so I'm feeling that the disappointment is gonna come again..
But..
I still kept my will strong,
I believe that I will obtain it.
The hardwork will NOT be wasted.

As time passes by.
It's still not announced yet.
It's being delayed.
And the truth is,
It has not been announced at all.
But it has been decided already.
One day in school.
I think it was the last day in school.
I finally found out..
I guess me and him is the only one who found out.
So basicly,
It's still not announced but we found out by accident..
I was disappointed.
I was sad.
I was upset..
I stood there looking at it.
Then i walked away.
I didn't want anyone to know that i was bothered.
So i walked to somewhere no one is and i stood there.
With the whole disappointed feel.
And I have to smile to everyone to pretend to be happy.
My heart's crippled by the vein,
That I keep on closing..
=(

Anyways,
I tried to put that aside.
Try not to think about it.
And all of a sudden,
Another problem came.
The Genting Trip was postponed.
My mood was changed from sad to angry.
But i guess that's a good thing also ? = ="
I called so many people.
You have no idea.
I called Wei Tein,
Who's supposed to be in charge.
And then Leon, Jia Meng, Carolyn,
SO many people.
And I even called the travel agency =.="
And at last,
I had an idea of going to school to work things out with Puan Koh and ask her what's really happening.
Everyone supports me,
But all of them just supports me and they just waited at home for the results =.="
So basicly Leon was the only one who's willing to go with me and discussed bout what we're gonna say and all -.-
Sigh.
It was a total lost.
We don't even wanna care anymore.
Delay then delay lah,
Wait few more months won't die =.="

The outings this year was also fun =D
So are the school trips and events.
IU Day, Photography Competition, Singing Competition, Mooncake Festival, Class Sivik Project Trip,
It's really fun =]

Hope there's more trip next year.. xD
But I don't think it'll be possible becos it's SPM next year =(
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So overall,
This year was average.
Which is ok becos at least it's not an awful year =]

New Year Resolutions :
-Get alot alot better results ><
-Be a better person =D
-Achieve something even greater in singing x)
-Make more friends =]

Looking forward to :
-Genting Trip =D!!
-StarCruise SuperStar Virgo Trip xD!!
-Photography Competition
-Singing Competition =]
-IU Day
-Moving to Seri Petaling =]
-Everything else xD

Haha.
Anyways i guess that's all.
We're gonna go for countdown for New Year Eve at Fung Soon's house xD
LOL!!
I'm really looking forward to it..
Hope it'll turn out great this time =]
I'll stop here guyss.
Bye =D