Lost.

;(
It's hard but I'm not going to give up easily..
As I said before,
Loving you is one of the greatest thing to do..
No matter how hard and how many obstacles there are,
I won't give up...
I will wait for you no matter how long it is ;)
Hope you'll give us a chance to make this love happen and I'll guarantee that I'll love you like the most precious thing in the world..
Love you girl ;)

Shopping at Sunway =)

Hello everyone.
Went to SunwayPyramid for shopping yesterday with Leon, WaiTing, Sakai & YongHan.
We reached there abt 10 o clock.
And the first thing we did when we reached there was to have our breakfast ;D
And we had our breakfast at PappaRich = =" (reminds me of Bunnie again ;X) [Bunnie = SoonYuen]
So after our breakfast,
We started our shopping spree ;D
Well actually it's just them cos they were all looking for new shirts while I'm just tagging along cos I'm broke recently =.="
Sakai and YongHan were having hard time choosing shirts and I wasn't in the mood to shop the whole morning cos I only slept for 3 hours the night before and at times I feel like fainting @_@
Sorry if I spoiled the mood guys ;(

Anyways,
Leon was commenting YongHan's hair and kept saying that it's damn ugly LOL.
Then he forced YongHan to go for a hair cut and said every shirt doesn't seem right for him because of his ugly hair LOL.
So he asked YongHan to cut his hair at APT.
And we continued our shopping session~
Moments later,
YongHan called and we went up to find him again.
We already saw him from far but I can't see cos I wasn't wearing my specs.
And Leon's first reaction when he saw him from far was,
"WALAN!!!!!!"
And I'm like "Huh?!?! What ?! What ?!"
We walked nearer to him and I finally saw his hairstyle.
And my reaction was "WOW"
LOL.

GUESS WHO XD

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IT'S YONGHAN!!!!

Anyways,

We went to Sub again after that.
I love Sub cos their choice of colour is always very nice and their designs are very special too ;D
And I fell in love with this jacket SOOO MUCH OMFG.

It cost RM200+ almost RM300 so I didn't buy it =.="

But I still cam whored with it ;X

Anyways after camwhoring with the jacket,

I changed back to my clothes and wait for them to buy their stuff = ="
Leon, Sakai & YongHan wanted to buy shirts there.

YongHan's looking for formal shirts cos he said his college (APIT) requires to wear formal shirt and leather shoes to school everyday = ="
I'm like "Wtf ?! Omg, luckily Taylor's not like that ;X"

LOL.

So we waited for them to pay and the shop was filled with people.

So after they paid,

We went to have our so-called "lunch" at Ichiban Ramen.

It was almost 5 that time so it's quite close to dinner = ="
I didn't eat becos I wanna save money ;X

After we finished there,

We rushed back home by taxi cos I have to be back early x(
And Sakai didn't follow us to go back by taxi cos all of the taxis are unwilling to fetch 5 people.

So yeah we left Sakai alone there and we went back home happily ;X

After reaching home,

Something happened and it made me upset for the whole night.

And it continued today ;(
Haiz I dun wanna talk about it..

Just hope everything gets better...

Thanks for reading..

I'll update again some other time...

*oh yeah, I'm officially starting my work tomorrow so I guess I won't be so free anymore ? ;D

Back in action.

Hello everyone.
It's been so long since my last update.
Cos I'm currently busy with being a slacker at home ;X
Hehe.

Anyways,
Many people have started their work but I haven't ;(
Most of them are getting their pay soon too.
But no worries for me,
Cos I'm starting my work next week ;)
However, I'm still kinda regret that I rejected the job at SubZero Jeans in Pavilion.
Cos the pay is quite high and if I accepted the job,
I'll be probably at SunwayPyramid or TimesSquare shopping like crazy now ;X
But also,
If I accepted the job,
I wouldn't have went for the haircut + dying my hair.
Seriously I love my hair colour but too bad after 2 weeks,
It's not that obvious anymore = ="
Anyways no fear,
Cos Me, Leon & JustinTan is going to dye again next Saturday LOL.
This time I'm going for CopperRed xD
Hehehee.

Anyways,
I'll be finally starting my work next week so most of you all won't have to always see me wandering around Facebook anymore ;X
I'm really looking forward for CNY cos my ns friends will be back by then and we could finally meet each other again!! ;D
And also those who are always busy working will finally have their off days too ;)

I became a midnight ghost recently ;X
Try to online midnight 1 or 2 something everyday,
You'll see me there ;D
I didn't know how I became a midnight ghost too but yeah, I sleep at 3 something or 4 something everyday now = ="
And KeiYan is the one who always make me sleep so late cos we always chat chat chat until we forgot the time ;X
Then there will be no one chatting with me anymore ;(
KeiYan, next time if you wanna offline, please call LipKin online teman me chat ;X
LOL.

Anyways I guess the emo-ness is the main thing that keeps me awake ;(
Haiz..
Please continue scrolling down if you wanna know about it. Please click away if you don't wanna listen to these craps.
I don't really remember when.. But well, I liked someone again.. It should be a good thing but the thing is I'm not suppose to fall in love with her.. I can't expose the reason here cos.. Well I just can't.. Anyways, it's falling in love with the wrong person and it's not an easy thing to bare.. You cannot tell it to anyone, you can only keep it to yourself.. I've always been thinking of giving up on her cos I know things are not going to be easy if I wanna go on.. But it's really not easy to forget a person that you love so much ;( And after something that happened last week.. I decided that I won't give up on her anymore.. No matter how long I have to wait and how hard it is, I'll still do it.. =) 我最幸福的事 当过你的天使... Even though it's hard, but loving you is already the happiest thing to me.. ;) Remember how I told you ? That my love for you is getting deeper and deeper everyday.. And it's not just lies that I said to convince you.. It's true... My love for you IS growing deeper and deeper everyday.. And if you're asking me to forget you now, I'll just have to tell you, sorry, I can't do it.. Cos I love you so much until I couldn't help myself to stop thinking about you... =) Baby I hope you'll believe me and just give a chance to the both of us.. I'll guarantee that I'll treat you as the most precious thing in the world and I'll give you the happiness that you deserve... I hope I'll be able to get this chance from you and I'll really appreciate.. =) Just give me your hand, and I'll walk the rest of the road with you... No matter what happens, I'll be always here.. =)

Thanks for reading this boring post without any pictures again guys..
I appreciate it =D
Anyways I'll update again soon..
Maybe after some outings ;)
Bye guys..
Goodnight.. =)

Bye bye 2009, bye bye friends =(

2009 has finally ended.
For me, it is an indeed great year.
So many things happened this year.
I had so many friends this year and also did lots of things that I have never thought that I'd be able to achieve.
I was elected to be the Captain for YellowHouse,
Organised the Talent Competition & the Chinese Singing Competition. (Althought the talent competition was quite a failure)
Won the Chinese Singing Competition ;D
And much more.
Seriously, I'm sure the Spellman 5 years ago wouldn't believed that he could actually achieved all these and he had no idea that so much about himself has changed.
And now, secondary school life has finally ended.
I've achieved alot in school and I'm really proud of it.
Not to say that I'm perasan, but I know I've achieved alot.

To be honest..
I'm a person who seeks attention alot.
Since I was in a young age,
I've always wanted fame and attention,
I want to become popular.
But sadly, I'm nothing in primary school.
Back then, I'm just an ordinary guy.
Super ordinary.
Nothing special.
Didn't stood out from the others.
I was still like this when I first entered secondary school.
Just another ordinary guy.
But everything seemed to get better on the end of the year.
I've started to build up my confidence.
I learned how to look better on the outside.
To get attention and gain the fame that I've been longing for so long.

And at last.. I've achieved.
I became extremely popular in school when I was form 2. (I know it sounds very perasan but I'm gonna have to admit that it's true =] )
But i was awful in form 2.
I am a bad person with a bad personality and attitude =(
I was so full of myself until I didn't respect anyone.
I discriminate others all the time.
But thanks to some of my seniors,
I realised how wrong was I and I guess I turned into a new leaf =)
I tried to change myself every year to a better person cos I'm not a perfect person.
And I'm really happy when some of my friends told me that I've changed and became an even better person =]

So many ups and downs in secondary.
So many happenings.
This is a stage that I would NEVER forget in my whole life.
And I'm gonna remember it.. =)
I had so many friends in secondary.
And here,
I wanna thank all of my besties who are pressent in my life =D
I really love you all alot..
Without you guys, my life wouldn't be so colourful =)
Thank you for everything you guys did..
I will miss everyone of you..
Especially those who are going to NS..
I hope you guys have fun in NS and don't forget me ;(
We must still meet up even after that..

Thanks guys..
Thank you for everything and I really miss secondary school life..
I will never forget everything that happened in this 5 years..
Thank you everyone.. I love everyone of you and thanks for being my friend =')
I hereby apologise if I did anything wrong that made you all angry...
Thanks buddies..
Love you all =')

*Signing off

Times Square ;D

Hello everyone ;D
Basicly this post is about Monday (28/12/09) which we went to Titiwangsa to buy the bus tickets to Genting and then to TimesSquare to play =D

On that day,
ShinMei's mommy came to fetch us at 11.30 and dropped us at Lrt Station.
Then we ride to Titiwangsa to get the bus tickets for the Genting trip on the next day.
The journey was about 30 or 40 minutes cos it's the 3rd last station = ="
So yeah we reached there and we wanted to buy the tickets right away.
Then the aunty told us "Esok datang baru beli."
And we're like WTF, we've wasted RM1.90 to there and RM1.70 back to Hang Tuah =.="

So anyways,
We went to TimesSquare after that.
The purpose is just to have lunch and lepak only ;X
FungSoon wants to have lunch at McDonald so we keep walking up only.
When we reached the S&J floor.
I walked passed the centre of the place and suddenly a malay lady (or indonesdian) grabbed my hand all of a sudden and applied cream on my hand and started pulling me to their booth.
I was FRICKING SHOCKED and ShinMei & FungSoon was shocked too LOL.
She brought me to another malay (or indonesian).
The lady started explaining about the cream and blah blah while servicing my hand =.="
And she asked me to see the difference of before and after.
LOL.
And since it really has difference and seems not bad,
So I just buy from her lah =X
It's RM45 for 3 bottles but she told me.
"You add RM5 more, i give u 2 more additional bottles"
LOL.
So I just paid her 50 bucks and get 5 bottles of it ;X
ShinMei & FungSoon was so shocked after that and kept saying that I kena con-ed =.="
So anyways I ignored them and we headed to McDonald ;X


While we were waiting for FungSoon to buy his food ;D

FungSoon was the only who ate because I didn't wanna eat McDonalds =X
No offence but I don't find it nice at all, I still prefer KFC more ;D
And I had an idea which is to eat at SushiKing after FungSoon finished his meal and I suggested this idea to ShinMei xD

And she said ok LOL cos she wasn't that hungry and she only wanted to eat a little.

When FungSoon was still eating,

There were 2 foreigner beside our table.

And he looked at me all of a sudden and smiled and asked me to borrow him my phone.
Obviously I wouldn't reject him so I borrowed him =.="

And he called someone and spoke in some UNKNOWN language.

His hands were oily btw after eating fried chicken =.="
I bid farewell to him after I got back my phone and I didn't ask him to pay me back and he didn't intend to pay me back too =.="

So i just went off like that.

And we headed to SushiKing ;D

Me & ShinMei ordered our stuff and then FungSoon & ShinMei started camwhoring = ="

My delicious Sukiyaki Udon ;D

Not as tasty as it should be, but it's tastier than I expected ;)

Camwhor-er Mei =X

After we finished our meal,

We went to the Arcade to play =D

First we went to play this drum thingy wahahahah

ShinMei played the first round, FungSoon played the second round and I played the third round =)

After that,

We went to shopping.

ShinMei was shoopping at some shop so FungSoon accompanied me to go shopping ;D
I was hunting for jacket and I found one that I love ALOT.

It costs RM139 and I think it's very expensive and I didn't have so much money ;(
So I requested it for RM120 and she said she can only sell me in RM130 =.="

So at last we left without buying.

And I wanted the jacket so badly T_T
Another shop had some very nice jackets too which costs almost the same =(

T.T
So after that we decided to went back home.

But before we walk to the HangTuah Lrt Station,
We went to 7eleven to buy some drinks cos we were dead thirsty.

I bought SodaWater because I've never seen it before and it looks nice =X
But after I had a sip..

I shouted,

"TIU!!!"

It tasted like longkang water which has gas in it =.="

Then FungSoon told me it's used to make other drinks,

Not supposed to be drink like that =_="

I tried to finish it but it tasted so bad so I decided to buy another drink and mix this with it = ="

I bought Twister Apple (my favourite drink) and mixed it.

When I poured half of the SodaWater into the Twister Apple,

It tasted qutie nice.

But after I poured everything in it,

It taste weird again = ="
But I still finished it cos it's nicer than the pure SodaWater.

Hahahaha.

Anyways we reached the Lrt Station and the Lrt came.

ShinMei shouted happily, "YEAH!! SERI PETALING LEH!!"
So we quickly entered.

We stood at the door side and we chatted happily for quite long.

Then suddenly,

FungSoon said,
"I heard Pandan Jaya."
Then I'm like,

"What's wrong with it?"

And when the Lrt stopped,

He just walked out of the Lrt.

Me and ShinMei was BLUR-ed and we were still inside the Lrt looking at FungSoon which is already at outside.

And FungSoon said "FASTER COME OUT LAH WE RIDE WRONG EDI"

Then we just went out without knowing anything.

And soon we realised,

It was an Ampang train LOL!!

THANKS TO SHINMEI WHO SAID IT WAS A SERI PETALING TRAIN = ="

Anyways when we reached the BukitJalil station,

We walked to Carrefour cos we wanted to buy things for the Genting trip.

FungSoon bought cheap and nice sport shoes there for NS and me & ShinMei bought snacks to bring to Genting.

LOL.

We paid and then ShinMei's mommy come and fetch us home.
Thank you so much ;)

Headed home and went for dinner with daddy.

Then packed stuffs to bring to Genting on the next day!!

And went to sleep quite early around 12 sumthin ehehe ;D

*Next post, Genting trip ;D (Maybe =X)

心酸

变了， 一切都变了。
原以为一切都只会变得更好，更完美。
可是。。
一切却在恶化着。
变得更糟了。。。

之前，
我们不是说好了许多约定及计划的吗？
怎么突然都没消息了。。
当我问起时，
得到的支持却也不多，而大家的反应也很明显地让我知道了，你们根本就不在乎。

很明显的，
大家的距离已经渐渐地疏远了。
而且，这一切都发生得很快。
太快了。。
让我有点接受不了。。
朋友已经逐渐疏远了，
所剩的也不多。。
到最后，到底有多少个是真的还留下了？
我知道，一定不多。
不用等到以后，
现在也已经出现了这种情形。
有些，可以几个星期与你完全没联络，得空时才来找你哈拉一下。只是一下，而且是敷衍地带过一切。
有些呢，当你想跟他诉苦是，他根本就没有想要听。只是在敷衍地安慰你，希望你赶快自己解决别烦他。有的甚至会直接表明说他不想听你胡扯了。

再迟些，大家都会各忙各的咯。
被选去当兵的就当兵，正寻找工作的不久后也会开始工作了。
到时，我们就真的没有机会见面了。是真的真的没机会见面了。
之后也会慢慢地失去联络吧？
未来的事，真的很难预得到。。
就像之前，都只是在纸上谈兵，到了实际行动时，他们的反应就会变了。。

朋友们，你们现在的想法到底是什么？
难道你们不想好好珍惜我们在一起的时光吗？
再过一阵子，我们就要分离了。为何不趁现在这个时刻好好地联络感情呢？为大家各奔东西前创造美好的回忆。。。

我真的好希望大家的友谊能够保持不变，我不希望大家真的会各奔东西，各过各的生活。。。

朋友很多。真心的朋友有多少？我并不知道。。
希望大家看到这篇文章后，会有不同的想法。。
可是我想。。也会像平常一样，没人来 comment 吧？
无论如何也好，现在是 12.35 A.M.，我正在对着电脑忧郁着。。。

Just a short post with words =]

Hello everyone.
Sorry for not updating cos I have been quite busy for these few days.

Anyways,
From today onwards,
I think I'll start to be very free.

I'm feeling abit sad actually..
We've graduated and everything's gonna change.
We can't always hang out together anymore like how we used to.
Some are leaving for NS,
Some are going to start working,
Some are going to start college,
And the list goes on.

So I really thought of spending more time with buddies now cos there wouldn't be anymore chance next time =(
But sadly,
Some of them left for trips,
Some of them are starting to work..

Leon and KuiSeong already started working today.
So yeah which means we can't hang out anymore ;(
Sigh..

Also,
I am very disappointed in our class, 5Fadil.
What happened to all the co-operative-ness that we had all along ?
And now,
Whenever there's gathering or whatever,
Most of them won't want to go.
I am seriously very disappointed.
Especially the girls,
None of them were pressent on the combined class party that day and they were always the first ones who reject.
Like YingJie they all.
I already knew all of them already agreed not to come,
Whatever, if they don't even care about the small chance that we can even come out and gather once again, then I'm really speechless..
Some guys in our class are also like that.
Sigh.
Seriously I'm really disappointed.

I'm really sad cos everyone's so busy at this moment and we barely have the chance to come out to gather anymore.
But one thing I can promise is,
I'm gonna make a farewell for those who are going off for NS =D
Yes, Spellman Choy will be the organiser again ;D
It'll be on 1/1/2010.
So hopefully all my best friends can attend ;)
The guest list will be made soon,
Hopefully you guys won't use some other reasons to reject me again okay ?
I really don't want to be rejected anymore when it comes to inviting people.
If there are few people who are not going then the whole thing is cancelled, cos I don't wanna be upset and disappointed anymore..
So yeah,
Hope to hear from you guys soon.. =)
I'll stop here,
Thanks for reading this boring blog + boring post guys..
But as usual, words speak louder than pictures for me, so.. yeah.