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Hello everyone.
This few days have been really hectic.
So many homeworks that I realised it's incomplete T.T
Almost ALL of my BM works aren't complete..
And also,
I was chose by MissLiew to join in the choral speaking group T_T
Actually I didn't really want it but i can't back out or anything becos it's irresponsible.
And we're not the only ones who doesn't want it.
The teachers too.
They were told to do it all of a sudden and they didn't have a choice to say no.
So we should just at least give them our supports and cooperations to help them out.
Plus,
This might be a great experience I think =]

Anyways,
I had the ChineseSociety meeting today.
I've had few things which I wanted to voice out but I didn't,
Because with only my voice,
I can't be able to change anything.
Anyways today,
WongYeeLing and her gang wasn't happy with the new concept of the singing competition.
I hope they will discuss it with them and work things out.
Cos to be honest,
I'm not that happy with the new concept either.
But what can I do ?
During the previous meetings,
It's 3 v 2.
My idea was all rejected and I didn't have the power to reject their idea =.="

此外， 由于我不是做决定的人，所以有许多事情我都没办法办到。也帮不了。如果我是做决定的人，
1）我会跟所有华文学会筹委商量歌唱比赛最新的概念，问他们 o 不 ok 。
2）我会换很多歌唱比赛现任的筹委，我觉得应该给 form 4 的人机会。
3）同意身为一个参赛者同时也可以兼任主持人。
4）不会搞那么多花样，简简单单就好了。
5）我会还 Leon 一个公道，我觉得每一个人都需要机会。每个人必须有同样的待遇。
6）除了给自己班的人，我会尽量给别班的人参与。要不然就变成家族生意了。

其实有许多事都轮不到我来决定，我想抗议都不能。。所以就唯有照做了。
我跟佩玲两个人根本就改变不到什么。。。
而且，今天开会让我最不爽的就是那些从开始就给我在那边摆臭脸全程又没说过话的人。
有什么不爽就来跟我说，我也不是很爽你而已。
摆那张臭脸就很厉害咩？你少跟本少爷来这一套，我可是比你在这方面厉害很多。
我就看你可以跟本少爷摆臭脸摆到几时，我奉陪到底！！！

Sorry guys.
Just something that made me unsatisfied,
Just ignore it =X

Anyways I missed the photography meeting today.
I was only dare for 10 minutes i think.
I wanted to stay a little longer cos i wanna know more about DSLR =X
But nvm,
There are still next time xD
LOL.

Anyways tomorrow is school day + exam day =(
I really hate it alot T.T
Hope I can score well tomorrow...
Which i most probably can't... ><

Anyways I'll stop here since there's nothing for me to udpate.. ><
Bye guyss...
Take care =]

Sometimes I wish you could just take a look at me. I'm just right in front of you but I always seem invisible to you.. It hurts

亲爱的朋友们~

我知道这件事情不关我的事，
也轮不到我这个三八佬来插嘴。
可是我只想告诉你们，
有时你们也要站在别人的立场想下，
不要从表面看到的而判断。
她们离队是因为真的有重要的事情要办。
全校所有班级照和 club 的照片都只有她们几个来处理。
由她们去收钱，去问校里每个老师要不要买照片。
收到的钱不够或者遗漏了什么东西又要再去找过那些人。
而且一切原本应该在上个星期五就完成的，
可是几乎全部都在拖延她们搞到迟迟都未能搞定一切。
她们也因为上星期五无法把所有东西搞定而给人家骂，
这都是你们看不到的。。
我不是要骂你们或什么。。
只是你们也该体谅一下人家，
不要一下子就把人家踩成这个地步。

我没有恶意的，纯粹跟你们解释而已，不是找架来吵~
希望你们会明白啦，我知道我很三八~
可是我真的一定要帮她们伸冤要不然我会觉得我很无能。。
在此再次跟你们道歉，原谅我这个三八佬~ ><

Rant =D

Hello everyone,
I'm back =D

I'm not going to talk about stuffs that happened this week cos there's nothing special that happened.
So I'm just gonna say what's on my mind =]

Recently,
I've been very pissed with this particular person.
It all started when I went jogging with Carolyn. (more like gossipping and bitching session xD)
And I found out that this particular person is such an ass hole.
Grrr.
He/She is fucking fake,
And I hate that.
He/She owes me a thank you,
And I didn't get any.
But it's okay,
I don't care anymore cos I'm SO ditching you when we graduate =]
*You can ask me who is it, I MIGHT tell you =X

Also,
I'm gonna make a really big statement here.
I don't care if lots of ppl sees this and start to hate me.

I've been very disappointed in it.
I've been it since I was form 1,
And it's already been 4 years.
I used to be involved in any activities they held or whatever.
But since this year.
I wasn't even involved in ANYTHING.
And I'm so fucking disappointed.
Whether they think I'm not capable of doing any shits,
I don't care.
Just wait till you see,
I have 2 singing competitions coming ahead of me waiting for me to organise it,
Wait till you see how successful it is and you guys are gonna look so dumb for not using me.
So I'm not even putting hopes on it anymore.
Everything is in a mess.
Back then during YewJin & KaWah's batch it was so much better,
At least the people on top knows what to do.
And they don't do things stupidly.
But what's happening now is,
For EVERY activities they're having,
They just choose the same ppl EVERYtime.
I'm not pissed off because I wasn't involved,
But I just think other people deserves a chance.

These are all bad managements and not enough experience.
They only know how to go straight,
But what if the road is blocked ?
That's why you gotta learn to go the other way round.
Pfft.
The way they handle things just makes me sick.
I'm SO fucking speechless.
It just gets worse every year.
Pfft.

Now,
Enough with the angry parts.
Let's talk about something else =]

Sometimes,
It just hurts me when I see my friends in pain.
Cos I can't help them in any way =(
So sometimes I try to cheer them up.
It works,
But sometimes it doesn't ><

Especially when dear AhFoong always seems so depressed and pissed.
I don't know what's going on but I feel so depressed and bad too when I see that.
Cos all I can do is just look at your depressed look from a great distance,
And not able to help anything =(
Anyways I know you will surely find your way of solving it,
And return to the Happy Fish once again =D
So I guess it's better to leave you alone to cool down and think properly instead of going to you and annoy you.
But please don't forget,
Whenever you feel that the whole world is giving up on you,
Please remember that your whole bunch of friends are always here for you to borrow you a shoulder to lie on =]
And sometimes,
Crying it all out makes you feel better too =D
Or you can scold or hit someone to release your anger and stress =X (like wad Mr. Milo did last Thursday = =")

So to everyone who's upset and depressed,
Cheer up and don't give up =]

*I'm starting to fall for your cuteness
One mere "hi" from you is more than enough to melt me
But I will only keep this in my heart as i know that it can never be possible
Staring at you from far is already more than enough for me =]

Sports Day

Hello everyone.
I'm here to update about Sports Day !! =D
But I'm a little lazy cos I'm extremely tired.
So I'll just write important stuffs =X


So before this.
Syahbandar was leading and followed by Temenggung.
They are 8 marks more than Temenggung and everyone was shocked cos suddenly they are leading = ="
And Bendahara is 3rd place which is 40 marks + less than Temenggung.

So today we hoped that we could change the results.

And the marching was okay.
It was alot better and easier than I imagined.
And being the one holding the flag,
My face was filled with sweat and I can't wipe it off cos I'm holding the flag = ="

Anyways I didn't think we did well since Panglima and Temenggung had formation.
And there were so many things happening so I think everything is in a mess = ="


Anyways after that the acara started.
It started with the runnings.
And then all of a sudden,
Pn. Norjuliah told me that Tarik Tali is NEXT and I'm like WTF ?
Almost EVERYONE weren't there and i panic-ed.
But I still managed to dig everyone out at last =.="

The results ?
We lost ><

But we still got 2nd place for both guys and gurls =D

And then there was the 4x100m Kelas 1.
Sakai, KuanHaur, JianLiang and Fauzi joined.
Fauzi was the last one to run and KuanHaur was the 2nd last.
After the first 2 person ran,
Our distance with the other groups are quite far =(
Then KuanHaur sprinted all the way to Fauzi.
Fauzi had a tactic which I was shocked but it was good.
When KuanHaur was about to reach,
Fauzi started running so he could catch up and KuanHaur was following behind to.
But because Fauzi was too fast,
KuanHaur can't chase him so Fauzi had to slow down a little to get the stick and continued running = ="
If he didn't slow down,
I'm sure we got another gold medal = ="
But it's okay lah it's already very good =D

Then half an hour or more later it was the 4x400m for Kelas 1 & 2.
Kelas 2 went first.
However I only remembered FongTuckKoon and that form 2 guy LimKarHoe joining = ="
I went to help Norjuliah to do some stuffs so i missed the beginning.

When I came back,
FongTuckKoon and another Panglima guy was running and they've almost reached the ending point.
Panglima was leading but then FongTuckKoon continued running and sprinted and he CUT the Panglima guy on the FINAL SECOND AND WOO,
WE WON !!!!
But FongTuckKoon fainted after that =[
He was so sick and ill and he even vomit ><


So right after that was the gurl's turn.
Nothing much to say,
We lost =[
But we still managed to get 3rd for it lah,
LoL.

And then it was the final acara.
4x400m Kelas 1.
Which Sakai, KuanHaur, HoongChee & Syukri (Fauzi's bro) was involved in.
Sakai was the first one to run and OMG!
I was so proud of him !!!
He was leading all away and he was the first one who reached there.
Then he handed to HoongChee (or Syukri) and that's when we started to slow down =[
And the final one was KuanHaur.
We missed quite alot and the distance between us and Laksamana and Temenggung was kinda far.
But KuanHaur sprinted SO fast too and we managed to get 3rd =D
Good job guys !! =]


Also,
Laksamana was leading at first.
And when Temenggung was onto it's final hope Jeffrey,
OhMyGosh,
He ran fast like WTF and said bye bye to Laksamana.
Everyone was like >> =O


LoL.

Anyways after that it was the Tarik Tali between the the groups won won TarikTali against the teachers.
We went back to our seats and watch cos it wasn't SO interesting =X

And finally,
All the acara ended.
And it was time for us to go down to the field and sit there cos they're announcing the results.
They presented prizes to those won for the runnings and all.
And Bendahara won alot =D
And Olahragawati and Olahragawan was won by Bendahara members too xD
Neeshanti & Satia =DD

And then when they announced the results for the pembarisan.
They only announced NaibJohan & Johan.
So I looked at HoongCheng and said,
"Oh, sure don't have us one lah."

And they announced the 2nd place which goes to Panglima !!
So me and HoongCheng was already making statements that Temenggung is winning for sure cos only these 2 houses have formation = ="
And suddenly,
They announced...
"Johan pembarisan rumah telah dijatuh kepada... BENDAHARA!!!!"

EVERYONE showed the WTFF FACEE LOLL!!
We were so shocked and happy at the same time.
We didn't believe it = ="
5 years studying in this school and this is the first time that Bendahara got champion for the pembarisan.
LOLL!!
We were so high and HoongCheng kept repeating,
"I have no idea how the hell did we get 1st."

LOL.
So finally they announced the overall results.
They only announced NaibJohan and Johan.
I'm sure by then everyone already knew that Temenggung was getting first for sure.
So everyone was hoping for 2nd place.

And then they announced..
"Naib Johan Sukan Tahunan SMKBBSP ke-14 telah dijatuh kepada..."

And Syahbandar started screaming,
"SYAHBANDAR!!!"

And we started to scream,
"BENDAHARA!!!" too.

And En. Karim continued his unfinished sentence..
"BENDAHARA!!!"

Everyone was so high and ALL of us form 5's and a few of form 4 and form 6 went in front to take picture.
We brought everything alone,
The flags, the boards, the flowers,
EVERYTHING!!!
LOL.

We wanted to hang around a lil more over there but Pn. Koek/Pn. Hapsah said,
"Dahlah dahlah cukup."

So we went back = ="
And finally they announced the result that everyone had already know,
The Champion,
Temenggung !!!
LoL.

We sang Negaraku after that and it ended.
It was the loudest Negaraku we ever sang in the school history.
LoL.

When it ended,
I went to put back the things to Pn. Norjuliah's car.
Me, TuckKoon, PeyShan, Serena, Elijah & HoongCheng was there.
We chat with Pn. Norjuliah.
And we knew that she paid ALOT for everything.
So we asked her,
"Cikgu, ada rugi tak?"

And she replied,
"I tak tahu lah."

LOL.
Then we asked her the costs for renting the outfits for the 3 girls and she said,
"Oh, yang saya sewa tu, SERATUS DUA PULUH RINGGIT."

OMG = ="
We felt so bad all of a sudden.
Blaming her for being the worst Bendahara teacher we've ever had and all that.
And now,
I take ALL of that back =D
During the first round on TarikTali which is few weeks back then,
We were the only group who had food and drinks prepared.
She prepared food and drinks for the people who participated on TarikTali.
And she even spared some water to the Panglima members who collapsed.
That's so sweet =D
And she really came out with ALL of the things last minute,
The boards, the flowers and the flag.
EVERYTHING was done perfectly.
This shows that she's not an irresponsible teacher =D

Once again,
I want to thank,
Pn. Norjuliah for preparing so many things for us.
All of my darling AJKs who helped out.
All of my athletes who won so many gold medals and even if you didn't, you already did your best and I appreciate it alot =]
All of my marching members from the afternoon session who was scolded by me almost everyday =X I hereby apologize to you all, sorry >< sucks ="X">
And lastly,
To Sakai, WeyMing, TuckKoon & Hoong Cheng.
Sakai & WeyMing for helping me to hold the banner last minute, no one else was willing to do it by then.
TuckKoon & HoongCheng which suppose to have all the credits.
TuckKoon for getting so many gold medals but that's not it, TuckKoon and HoongCheng who stayed back everyday to train the afternoon session students to kawat.
They're extremely committed =D
HoongCheng who came and agreed to be the Commander =D
And TuckKoon who doesn't fight back even though I always scold him and force him to do stuffs xD The future Bendahara will be up to you, keep Bendahara shining !!! =D
Thank you EVERYONE!!!! =D

I'm thinking of having a jamuan this Friday for those ppl who helped Bendahara,
If we can't use the yuran then maybe I'll just use my own money.
LOL.
Hahahahhaa.

Anyways,
I'm finally done for SportsDay.
No more stress on finding teacher everyday to handle stuffs.
And I was so glad that I became the Captain =D
Thank you to everyone who voted for me xD
And those who looked down on me so that it gave me the will to work hard to prove myself =]
Once again,
Thank you everyone =D
For supporting me and encouraging me all the time.
Thank you =]

Anyways I guess that's all for now.
I had a really fun time today =D
Hope there'll be more and more of activities which allows us to spend time together =D
Bye guys !!! =]

=/

Hello everyone.
I'm back =]

This week has been a hectic week.
Everyone was so busy and exhausted after everything is done.
We had the Photography Session and also the Rehearsal for SportsDay's Marching ><
And we had to stayback until 5pm to start practicing kawat.

Anyways,
I went to Vivian's birthday party yesterday.
It was not bad =]
When I reached there,
I was alone.
I realized I was alone most of the time.
Even when we were eating,
I was just sitting aside alone and that's when my mind started to go through lots of stuffs.
So many things that I don't know how to proceed and i don't know the correct path.

Nowadays,
Most of the people have already decided on what to take on college.
But I still don't know.
I'm lost =[
Most ppl told me to just pursue my singing career and join ASQ (AstroStarQuest) next year.
I thought about it too,
But I would want to finish college first.
But then if I joined after I finished college,
I'll be very old by then.
And the contestants there are all 18, 19 or 20.

I confronted my mom and asked for her opinion.
And she wants me to join after I finish college and forbid me to join next year =.="
Most of the part in me agreed with her.
I wanna at least finish college before I proceed anything.

But then again,
I'm back to the origin point.
I have no idea what should I take.
I'm not good in anything else.
But I don't want to simply take a course too.
Haiz...

The things is,
I don't have my mind set up yet.
When people asked me what am i pursuing next time,
I really don't know what to answer.
I'll just reply with a,
"Haha, dunno yet."

And people will think I don't care about my future and I didn't even plan anything for myself.
Haiz...

I'm sorry,
This should be a post abt Vivian's party.
But I can't control myself and I don't have the mood now..
I don't even know what the hell am i writing.
Everything is in a mess.
Sorry guys...

First Job In My Life ? o.o

Hello everyone.
This morning I received a phone call.
It was so sudden I don't even know what's happening = ="

*phone rang*

Spell : Hello ?

Miss Shum : Spellman ah ? Just now last minute that stupid indian fella called me and said he got car accident then now he can't come, and the class is 9 o clock and it's so last minute now.

Spell : HUH ?!?!?!?!

Miss Shum : Cos that indian fella suppose to teach the class at my language centre at 9 but he suddenly ffk me.

Spell : Huh ? So what you want ?

Miss Shum : I want you to help me teach at my language centre for 2 hours.

Spell : HUH WTF ??

Miss Shum : Very easy only one, just teach and explain the things on the paper.

Spell : OmG, i scared i cannot handle it woh = ="

Miss Shum : Can one lah, so I come and fetch u now ah ?

Spell : OmG... Okok anything = ="

So i just woke up and get ready everything so sudden OmG =_+"
Then I wore my jeans and t-shirt and waited for my tuition teacher cos she's fetching me there = ="
Then when I entered her car,
She said,
"Har ? You wear like that ah ? Formal woh.."

So I said,
"Wanna wear formal ah ? Errr aiya I go change now lah."

So i rushed up to change to formal wear and we headed to her language centre = ="
We're teaching English.
She asked me to teach grammar and comprehension while she teach speech.
There were 2 classes at the same time,
So the 1st hour i was in Room 2 teaching Grammar and Comprehension while she's in Room 1 teaching Speech.
Then the 2nd hour we exchanged classes and teached the same thing = ="
During the 1st hour,
I was teaching a class with kids.
It was SUPER quiet and most of them were shy and there were 2 girls who barely understand english,
So I have to explain in chinese and keep going to her to explain.

Then on the 2nd hour,
I went to Room 1 which is standard 6 kids I think.
And an aunty/adult which is learning too.
That aunty's english is the worst over there and she carely understand what I was saying.
So after 10 minutes,
I decided to use chinese to teach since most of them understands chinese = ="
This class was very noisy and the english standard is higher ABIT but still no problemo for me xD
LOL.

Anyways it was fun lah =D
My first part time job OmG.
It came so sudden = ="
My tuition teacher asked if I wanna work there for part time job.
LOL =XX
Hahahaha.

Anyways,
School is starting tomorrow and I'm so upset cos I wanna stay home forever T.T
But something that I dislike staying at home,
Is that particular someone who annoys me.
I was so pissed just now.
Always forget to close the fucking gate.
And just now when he opened the gate for me,
He continued watching his tv.
Then 2 mintues later he looked at me fiercely and said,
"You never close the gate ah just now ?!"

Excuse me ?
You're the one who opened it so you should be the one who closed it ?
Wait awhile for me to come in will die is it ?
Lazy fuck.
Live at our house still wanna show this kind of cock face.
Please lah.
I don't wanna complain you to Daddy only.
Always open the door only then can smell the fucking alcohol edi.
You wanna drink then don't come into my room please.
Noob fuck face.
And always act nice in front of my mom and dad,
Always diss other ppl to get good impressions for himself,
I'm so sick of it edi.
Pathetic ass.
Go get a fucking life please.
Go buy a fucking house or whatever lah,
You have income,
And you should pay everything for yourself.
Have you guys ever heard that 1 person can eat 5 PACKETS OF MAGGI MEE at ONE SHOT ?
I know,
DAMN hong pou rite ?
It's like we puposely buy the maggi mee for him only.
=.="

Anyways don't talk bout those sohai ass hole edi =.="

School is starting and I don't want it to start ><
=(
Anyways I'll stop here lah...
Nothing much to update edi..
See you guys on Monday !!
This week will be a SUPER busy week..
Hope I won't break down and fall T.T

2009 Amei Star Tour >> Born To Sing

Before I start to write about the concert.
It's 8.51 now,
And I only woke up at 8.35 when Sakai called me.
I then realized i was late and i missed the taekwondo training =.="
I feel so dumb now T.T
My phone alarm rang but i just clicked the TURN OFF button and continued sleeping T.T
Anyways,
IGANOR. (ignore)

I wasn't very excited for the concert actually.
Dunno why,
LoL.
At first I told Mom I wanna go to the stadium at 4 so that we don't have to queue up.
LOL.
She scolded me = ="
So at last we delayed until 7.45.
Daddy just came back from Golf,
So we thought of asking him to fetch us.
THEN,
Daddy's fren's car was parked outside of our house,
And somehow the car was still running but it's locked inside =.="
So me and Mom was like,
"OmG, WALK?!?!"

So in the end we had no choice but to walk,
Also becos Daddy said it's super jam at the BJ Lrt Station.
So yeah,
We walked there.

All the while I thought we were going to the stadium that we went for Famine 30 last year.
So i walked there.
And when I reached there,
It was SO quiet and when i peeped through the hole to see the stadium,
IT'S EMPTY.
I panic-ed and went totally nutz,
I was like telling my mom,
"OMGG WHYY NO PPL ONE?? OMG WE WENT TO THE WRONG STADIUM!!!"

Then mom said,
"Aiyo, just follow those ppl in front who's also walking lah."

LOL.
So we followed them and we really reached,
LOL.
NOW I KNOW,
BJ BIG BIG BIG STADIUM IS LOCATED AT THE BJ LRT STATION,
NOT THE FAMINE 30 STADIUM WHICH IS BESIDE THE LRT STATION.
LOLL.

Anyways,
There were ppl selling those lights and sticks,
But we never buy it =X
So we walked to the stadium and we straightaway enter since there's nothing to do ><
Waited until 8.45 and IT STARTED !!!
At first,
Some unknown girl came out and sang,
Everyone was like,
"Who the hell is that?"
LOL.
Her singing was not bad though xD
LOL.

There were 3 screens beside the stage,
Usually it's for zoom in so you could see her face.
Then suddenly,
There was a video.
The video was showing a lion/tiger (LOL)
The lion/tiger was running and stopped,
Then suddenly they made the metamorphosis from tiger to Amei's face.
Then suddenly her voice came out !!
Maybe her voice signifies the roar of a lion and as powerful as a lion so they used it xD
Then she came out and started to sing the hit song for her concert,
The song where you always hear when on the advertisment,
永远的快乐 (Yong Yuan De Kuai Le)
I was shocked cos I thought she old edi can't sing live anymore but OMG,
I TAKE BACK MY WORDS !!!!
I was SO SPEECHLESS!!
After that,
The 2nd song was 记得 (Ji De) I think.
When she was singing,
She asked us to sing with her then EVERYONE sang with her and she was so shocked and she say Malaysians can sing very well xD
LOL.
Anyways I'm not gonna say song by song cos that'll take me forever to write the whole thing = ="
It was separated to few parts then she change her outfit.
At first it was the slow songs part which is all these.
Which is the most enjoying part cos all of us is singing together with her =D
Then it was the rock songs and then some slow songs and then disco songs.
Then she went down.
And I started shouting ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE !!!
Then after some time,
She suddenly appeared again with a guitar,
And she sang LAGENDA BY SHEILA MAJID !!!
OMG I WAS SO SHOCKED,
IT WAS THE BESTTT VERSION EVER!!!!
My mom was so shocked too she turned to me and said,
"OmG this is fantastic!!"
LOL.
Better than SheilaMajid & LiowPeyShan =XX
LOL.
Then she started singing relaxing songs for the Encore session.
OmG by that time everyone really don't wanna go back,
Everyone was singing together as if the world is so peaceful!!! =D
OmG it was so enjoying =D
Then after that,
She ended the concert with 2 fast songs =D
Everyone was still jumping there and didn't wanna go back.
LOL.
Same as me xD

She sang 20+ songs I think,
And I knew almost ALL of them xD
Only less than 5 songs I don't know =X
Which is those fast songs,
LOL.

There were a few moments where she cried halfway singing,
Cos she said that she's touched by all of the supports =D

I was singing along throughout the whole concert =D
The good thing about this concert,
Is that whenever she started singing,
The lyrics will appear on the screen for us to sing along.
Very fun =DD

Overall,
It was worth it =D
It was worth sacrificing 1 day of the StarCruise trip.. xD
And i actually hit 2 birds with 1 stone xD
Went to SuperStar Virgo and also managed to go for Amei's Concert,
WEEE XD

I would go again if Amei is having concert again.. xD

Anyways,
School is starting but I haven't touch my homework yet ><
I lost the BM paper so I can't do =(
Aiks...

Anyways,
I'm gonna go shop for lots of stuffs soon,
Maybe later this afternoon ? =X
LoL.
I'll stop heree since there's nothing else to write anymore.
Bye guysss =D
See you all on Monday x)