I'm not a dumbo, u dumbo.

There's nothing I could say to you,
Nothing I could ever do to make you see what you mean to me...
All the pain, the tears I cried, still you never said goodbye..
And now I see how far you'd go...
I know I let you down, but it's not like that now..
This time I'll never let you go..

I'm still not sure if what I've heard is true.
I hope it's not,
Cos that will mean you're lying to me =[
It's just a small matter which I don't even mind but I don't know why you're lying..
I'm still not sure if you're lying so I hope the information is wrong...

Anyways,
Ignore that.
Have you guys ever knew how it felt to be neglected and avoided ?
I thought I wouldn't have to be treated like this anymore after Primary.
But now it's happening again.
You could just say,
"No thank you, your presence is not welcomed."

But instead,
You gave me a reason which is so acceptable,
I just replied with a "Aww, it's okay then =]"
And soon I realised something's wrong and someone even told me what were you up to.
I was really disappointed..
If I'm so annoying,
You could just tell it by my face and said you don't want my presence instead of giving me reasons to avoid me.
I seriously don't like it.
I felt like an idiot,
With ppl like you avoiding me.
I don't wanna know the reason why you don't want my presence around,
Yup, I'm NOT interested to know.
You nak benci ku, benci lah! Ku tak kisah langsung.
Sorry lah,
Popular people are meant to be hated and jealoused by ppl x)
So I don't care anymore,
I won't let something like this ruin my mood for the concert that i've waited so long.
=]

Anyways,
I'm gonna go get ready for my concert now.
It's so late edi ><
Hope I'll enjoy it !!! =D
Bye guysss =]

Back =D

Hello everyone.
I'm back =D
I'm not gonna write more about the trip since darling CheeKuan already updated most of it for me..
So yeah =]

It was fun and I enjoyed it alot.
I really wish I could go there again,
It'll be even better if all of us could go together =D

Anyways,
I don't have much to say.
So I'll stop here... =]

Thank you for staying tuned to my blog =D
And thanks to Miss CheeKuan for updating for me =]

Oh yes!

OH YES I ALMOST FORGET THIS:
OMG.

Just so you know,
Spell-boy's dream came true.

HE COULD MAKE IT FOR A-MEI'S CONCERT.

He longed to see Zhang Hui Mei so badly.

That I bet he had been crying like forever,
Because he thought that he'll miss this golden chance.
LOL =XxX

Whaa??
You people must be wondering why?
Hah.

Its because his mum and him succeed,
in persuading the people there,
to allow them to get down at M'sia.
(which is today)


They actually wanted them to get down for S'pore,
because they went on board from there!


So he's coming back today.
LOL.

Welcome back, hun. :D

xoxo.

Sha la la. Spell la la~

Hello! Its me again :P
Hmm.
I can't believe that I actually do have so many 'supporters' in this blog.
Oh ho ho ho~

I'm so proud of myself!!


Right.
First of all, sorry for not keeping this blog active.
I had an Internet breakdown few days back.

Screw Streamyx.

So in this post,
I'm gonna talk about what had happened on


Monday:

He finally reached Penang.
Fortunately, he forgot to bring along his formal wear for Gala Dinner.
So he could actually take the advantage to SHOP!


Superstar Virgo is way bigger than the previous Libra,


So Spellalalalalaman went for karaoke with is Godfather (Kaiyeh)
The worker there was impressed by his singing,
and the DJ praised him.



And Spellman, who was so self-conceited,
thinks that everyone is gonna start spreading bout him.
-_-"

Good luck, guy :D




Tuesday:

Mr Choy had a stomach pain after his breakfast.
Eventually, it became a bad day for him.

His whole day in Phuket was ruined by his illness, I guess?



Then he went to the shopping mall with his family,
and he needed to rest so badly,



So his mummy and aunty put him for a 50 min facial session.


It was so comfortable that he actually dozed off.
LMAO.

Surprisingly, he felt better after he woke up?
Haha.

It wasn't because of the facial thingy okay,
It was the pineapple juice!
It helped to clear the dirty stuffs in his tummy.


Watch your food, boy :X



And then that night was the Gala Dinner,
they chose a Japanese restaurant to dine in.

But in the end some of them didn't made it cause
its only free for Red Card Holders.
For Blue Card Holders, they have to pay up $SGD 59 for it.



It wasn't worth the money.
And they were actually bored with Jap food.

So his kaiyeh, his aunt and him didn't went for that dinner
since poor little Spellman was suffering from stomach ache.
Zzz.

He went to the lounge and listened to music
while his another aunt and uncle, and mum was dining.



The pianist there can sing and play very well.
He looks good too :D

But according to Spell,
he still owned the pianist.
So.. Ha-ha-ha :X

Invader :D

Greetings!
I'm not Spellman :D

I came to bitch around here ;)
Tehehe.

Alright fine,
I'll tell you who am I.

This is MCCK.
Imma... help him to blog?


Today is Monday, which is not my day,
But I think lovely Mr Choy enjoyed his day~

Haha.
He was telling me that he was upset the night before he left.
Because he missed Zhang Hui Mei's concert.

Poor boy.
There's nothing to regret.
Somehow he will enjoy his cruise trip!
Right?

So he went to JB before he left for S'pore the next morning.
Stayed at his Aunt Angel's house so yeah~

I bet he misses the people here very much :)
Yada yada~

We miss you too!! T.T

:(

Hope he's having a good time out there.
Have a save journey!!

OMG ><

OmG.
It was Tarik Tali today.
LoL.

At first,
It was raining in the morning,
So we all thought it would be cancelled.
Then all of a sudden,
Some students came in and said,
"Tarik Tali akan diadakan selepas masa rehat jika hujan berhenti."

LoL.
Then Encik Shuvas said it's not gonna stop raining cos usually,
When it rains on Friday morning,
It'll go on the whole day = ="

But after recess,
IT STOPPED.
LOL.
So yeah,
All the participants gathered at the badminton court.
And I was so worried that we might lose = ="

When we reached the field,
Our team was the first team to pull,
We're competing against Syahbandar ><
Last minute I wasn't in the pulling team because we already had enough ppl and there are lots of ppl who insists to pull.
So i gave this malay boy my place cos i believe in him =]
And then all i did was just kept screaming and cheering for them xD
I screamed like nobodies business =__=
But thank god we still won and managed to get into Final for both guys and gurls category =]
Something shocking is,
Temenggung Guys LOST to Panglima Guys.
Everyone was shocked and I thought I was dreaming = ="
Those skinny Panglima-ians can PULL weyh!
Feel sad for Temenggung because they could do alot better than that >But no worries,
Temenggung Gurls are gonna win for sure =D

While the Syahbandar gurls were pulling against Panglima gurls,
MANY PPL went to Syahbandar's side and teach them how to pull and the things they needed to do,
LOL.
But in the end they lost also ><
Because most of them are all last minute picked.
I think they were told that they have to pull DURING RECESS.
And they had to go lend pj shirts and pants from students from other class =.="
><
Thanks to their Captain =XX
Leon should be the Captain xD

LOL.

Anyways,
After everything ended,
I went back home to bath and changed.
Then Sakai came and he fetched me to Li Kuen's house so that I could walk to Carrefour with her cos she doesn't wanna go alone.
LOL.
Then Sakai rode to Carrefour himself = ="

Skip the whole process and to the sing k part.
LOL.
It was fun xD
It started very boring,
Then suddenly Sakai picked Leona Lewis songs = ="
Bleeding Love & Better In Time.
LOL.
When I was singing,
Sakai & Li Kuen kept on whispering dunno wad = ="
And during the climax of Bleeding Love which is those super high notes,
Sakai kept recording =.="
So after singing Bleeding Love,
I started to get high and i sang I Will Always Love You xD
LOLL.
And before Sakai left,
He wants to listen me sing Without You only he willing to go back xD
So i fulfilled his wish xDD
LOLL!!!

Anyways,
Me and Li Kuen chose the song for our duet this year,
Then we sang a few more songs then we went back home~
Sorry to Li Kuen cos I can't teman her walk pasar malam ><

LoL.
Then just now,
2nd bro made maggi mee curry with abalone for me xD
WOW LOL It's DAMNN delicious.
Woo xD

LoL.
Anyways,
To all my friends,
I'll be heading to Singapore at 1pm tomorrow,
And i'll disappear for one WHOLE week =(
I'm only back on Saturday/ Sunday ><
So don't miss me okay ? =XX
Remember to update me with he happenings when I'm back xD

I'm gonna miss out so much with besties... >< =(

Oh yeah,
If you wanna see my last face before 1 week of not seeing me,
Come to Badan Beruniform tomorrow and see me =D
I'm sure you guys know which one i joined right ? x)
Remember to say farewell to me!!! =D

GOODBYE EVERYONE!!! T_T
SEE YOU GUYS ONE WEEK LATER...

So many inside but nothing can be said..

Haiz..
I'm not happy today..
Not at all =(
I was disappointed..
Becos of that matter.
But what makes me even disappointed was what they think about me.

I have so many to say.
But yet i can't.
No,
I chose not to..
It's because i know it will ruin our friendship.
And i don't want that to happen because I really cherish our friendship alot..

So all I could do was just shut up, and keep everything inside me...

What upsets me most is not that i failed to do what I intended to,
It's because they thought the reason I wanted to do that was some other wicked reason..

I didn't said I wanna change because I don't wanna be with him,
I wanna change because I wanna be together with my other friends.
All of you thought I wanted to change because i want to ditch him and that really shocked me and hurt me cos even my trusted ones think of me this way..

But no matter what,
I'm just going to keep this inside my heart and never let it exposed..
Because sometimes,
You have to do something that you're not willing to for the better,
And i chose to let myself be unhappy and let everything goes smoothly...

But all I wanna prove is just the true reason about it.
And I really hope you all could understand it.
Cos this feeling fucking sucks...

*Disappointed...